Lifeless (l.tomlinson.)

Chapter Fourteen

"There's nothing like us,

There's nothing like you and me,

Together through the storm.

There's nothing like us,

There's nothing like you and me,

Together, oh"

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Louis William Tomlinson.

Only my sniffing and hiccups were heard throughout the flat. No one home. No one to actually care.

So this is what this feels like. To want someone. To need them more than the air you breath in and out every waking hour.

I quiet knock was heard at the front door, cutting my thoughts short. I quickly put the Vodka down, not even drunk. I open the door and my breath practically stops.

"Leah.." I whisper opening the door wider.

"Louis.. I-I just wanted to check on you. To make sure you were okay.." She whispers quietly. "I'm really emotional since Darcy and everything.." She messes with her thumbs slowly and I pull her inaide and shut the door behind us.

"Louis what happened in here?! You broke so many thing." She gasps picking things up, making me smile that she is just here. It warms my heart of stone.

"Because I need you.." I whisper causing her to stop and turn back to look at me. Tears in her eyes.

"Louis, stop messing with my feelings.." She cries out.

"Im being serious!.. Please let.. Let me try something.." I say quieter getting closer to her. She nods and I dip my head so her breath is fanning my face lightly.

"Lou.." She whispers but before she could even finish my lips were lightly pressed to hers. Heart to heart. Soul to soul. Lips on lips.

Words cant describe how this feeling feels. How I feel with her right now. How my heart is beating faster than it ever has with Eleanor.

I push her to the wall and lift her up so her feet can wrap around my waist. I deepin the kiss more not wanting this to end. Just wanting her to be mine again.

"Louis!" She states pulling back. Just like that.. She was gone, off my lips. My heart rate turning to normal and her beautiful lips off mine.

"What." I breathe out looking in her memorizing eyes.

"You're with El.." She murmers pressing her forehead to mine. I let her down lightly and her shortness gets very visable.

"I know.. I know. But I need you.. So, so much.." I state letting my tears fall. Her tiny hands wipe them away lightly.

"You dont mean that Louis.. You're just saying that." She says hurt inlaced into her words.

"I mean it.. Every word. I love you. Ive missed you so much.. Please believe me." I cry out in pain, just wanting her to believe my words. "There is nothing like us. No matter what our love has been strong.. Through all these challenges.. Please Leah.." I beg going to my knees letting out another sob. She drops to her knees too, her make-up messed up. Tears streaming down her face faster than mine, she grabs a hold of my neck and pulls me closer burying her neck into the crook of mine. My legs go out and pull her closer so she is inbetween them. I wrap my arms around her and squeeze.