Lifeless (l.tomlinson.)

Chapter Thirteen

Give me love...  

Like her..  

Cause lately ive been waken up alone.  

Pain splatters tear drops on my shirt..  

Told you I would let them go.  

And that i'd find my corner  

Maybe tonight ill call you after my blood.. 

Turns into alcohol 

No I just wanna hold ya

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Louis William Tomlinson

(Give me love. Like her.)

My eyes widen, a pain in my chest begs me not to speak. The pained look in her eyes kills me inside. Her cries are heard through out the flat. Her quiet yet soft sobs are being muffled by Harry's chest. Daggers, the looks could be known as daggers. Thats what the lads were shooting at me.

"Congratulations Louis.." Liam mumbles

"Yeah.." Niall says afterward. Zayn just shakes his head and Harry. My best friend. Looks as though he could kill me right now.

"I-I'm sorry.. We really wanted to tell you all at the right moment,and it just.. Slipped out?" I state in more of a questioning form.

"I think its best if you leave Louis." Harry says through gritted teeth, clinging the crying girl for dear life. I nod and walk out..

(Cause lately Ive been waking up alone.)

Tears spring out of my eyes at what ive done. The girl I love.. She's so broken and I cant do thing.. I cant help her. Hold her. Kiss her. Hug her.. Tell her I love her.. Tell her im here to the end.. Tell her Ill never leave because ive already left her life.. Ive broke her. Im most of the reason she is bawling her eyes out right now.. Me.

(Pain splatters tear drops on my shirt.)

Tears now on my shirt from the pain im feeling right now.

The pain of letting her go. The pain of making her cry. Not being there.. Being a arse.. Breaking her heart when I promised I never would.. A promise I never kept.

I walk down the street the winter air stinging my face from my pained tears that are rapidly just coming. Not even thinking I let out a sob.

(Told you I would let them go.)

I promised her so many things I broke.. Not caring what she felt and just left to do my dream to make it happen.

I left her.

I cheated on her.

I never called.

Never Texted.

Never Skyped.

I never thought about her.