Lifeless (l.tomlinson.)

Chapter Twelve.

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I've changed the presets in my truck.

So those old songs don't creep up.

They still find me.

And remind me..

That you come back that easy..

- Keith Anderson, I Still Miss You.

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Leah Renee Miller.

I walk into my flat, with Liam. My baby Darcy no where in sight.

I walk into the living room to see Darcy's little toys all around just making my tears roll down my cheeks faster than they were before.

"I want my baby.." I whisper to Liam and turn around to look him into his usual spunky sparkling brown eyes. Now they are dull and puffy.

"She cant come home." Liam sputters out just regaining his voice and such.

"I know!" I cry out, my sobs getting louder. Soon enough the door bell rang and Liam went and got it leaving me alone, just my thoughts and myself.

"Leah, your Papi is here.." Liam whispers sitting beside me. My head shoots up and there stands my tall Father, pain in his eyes. I sprint to him quickly wrapping my arms around his long torso. Letting louder sobs slip from my mouth.

"Daddy!" I screech. I broke there. Balling, screaming just for my baby girl to be alright. Hoping, and praying she gets a transplant.

"Shhh, my little girl.. Papa is here.." He coos and strokes my hair lightly. He starts humming an old tune he'd sing to me when I was just a little girl when I had nightmares.

"Isnt she lovely.

Isnt she wonderful

Isnt she beautiful and she isnt even a minute old.." He whispers the words in my ears. Trying to sooth me. "You need to calm down.." He whispers again. I rip my head from his chest and glare at him.

"Calm down! Calm down!?!? How can I fucking calm down Dad! My ONLY daughter is in the hospital DYING! You hear that!? Fucking D.Y.I.N.G!!!!! And I cant do one damn FUCKING thing about it! Im about to loose the only thing that ever matter after Louis left my life and im LOOSING it!!!" I scream falling to my knees the last part just sobbing. I feel Liam quickly take me into an embrass. Shhing me and whispering sweet nothings like the nights we made love. My Dad just took a seat silent tears rolling down his face. I sucked in another breath and let it out.

"Im here.. No matter what." Liam says to me quietly. "Ill be here til the end. And ill be there comferting you.. Everything." He cries.

"Its g-going, t-to be l-lonely with o-out Darc.." I try to say.

"Liam will move in and make sure you're alright." My Dad says firmly

"I already contacted Danielle, this girl im.. Complicated with.. She totally understands." Liam looks at my Dad. Then back down at me. "I contacted Harry, and the others. They'll be here soon as well. Louis has news." He says. He helps me up and my Dad brings me into a soft hug.