His Irreplaceable Possession

#HIP15

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                 Thousands of memories immediately flushed into my mind as i try to remember how he introduced himself in front of me and his brother. Battalion of needle attacked my sleeping heart and the series of questions that i fought hard to forget suddenly came back.

Tha laughs, cries, memories, and promises with him is now making my heart flustered with so much.. overwhelm and.. confusion.

I would never forget how he made me happy during those sad times. I will never forget how he gave me hope on thos hopeless times. And i will never forget how he said he love me in those time when i feel so unwanted and missing.

I wiped my tears rolling down to my cheeks when the moment our eyes met again came back to my mind. He was.. different yet same from the man i loved.

The way he look at me, talk to me, and behave with me.. is different.

The way his presence comfort my heart is also different.

He introduced himself to me as Domino Rajasandro, but i know that he's always been my Dom.

Ni minsan ay hindi ko naisipang maaring konektado si Dom kay Danzel sa kabila ng pagkakahawig nila. Kahit kailan ay hindi na rin dumaan sa isip ko ang presensya niya.

Ngayon malinaw na sa akin ang lahat..

He's the older brother Danzel was talking about.

I still remember clearly how the man made me feel like a respected lady.

"It's hard nga, Dom! Hindi ko kaya, baka mag fail lang ako!" mangiyak ngiyak kong reklamo habang nakayuko sa mesa at itinatago ang magulong mukha sa kanya.

I heard how he chuckled before hearing his footsteps coming near me.

"C'mon, Sam. Shush now. I'm sorry, i will not talk about it. Come here." he gently comforted me with his words and began to convince me to sit beside him.

Marahan niya akong pinaupo ng tuwid bago niya ako binuhat papuntang sofa. He sat first before making me sat on his lap. Hinayaan niya akong sumandal sa dibdib niya at iyon ang agad kong ginawa.

He wrapped his two arms around me like it was his way of comforting me as his girlfriend.

"Don't worry about the future, mi amore. It will worry about itself. And one more thing to remember, i am here, your future attorney. I know you will never fail to any field you want but if ever that happens, i can provide for our living even if we bring 12 children here in the world—"

Hindi niya natuloy ang sasabihin niya dahil agad ko siyang hinampas sa dibdib. Kahit kailan talaga ay hindi niya mailugar ang mga plano niyang ganoon.

He chuckled lowly that created vibration unto his chest."What? That's a lovely future, Sam. Don't you want it?"

"College life palang ang pinagplaplanohan ko attorney, ikaw nasa pamilya na." sagot ko sabay irap.