Thikaana

Hundred and Three

* Guys this is not a new part. For some reason part 103 got deleted so that's why I reposted this!!! It's not a new part!!!

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Sana was completely out of her mind. She had marched out of the living room in rage after her call with Maa ended and just walked out in the balcony, to be away from him till she waited for Maa to come back home. She had just been standing there and crying, constantly.

Heartbreakingly. She just couldn't come to terms and accept what he just said to her. She couldn't accept and believe that her Sidharth said that to her. Even though, deep inside a part of her knew that he probably didn't even mean it like that but still, she couldn't accept that he could even utter those words.

She knew she was being unreasonable, stubborn and even rude but the child in her just couldn't accept that her Sidharth would say that to her.

How could he? How dare he? Was he going to give her such a big punishment for not wanting to work? She was just so incredibly sad and heartbroken. She had been constantly crying since the moment she walked out. She had been crying so baldy and so much with hiccups and sobbing so much that her throat was almost dry now and her entire body felt exhausted now with the crying. But she just couldn't stop.

She almost felt dizzy and weak because of the constant sobbing but her heart was just so hurt. She couldn't believe it.

Her hair were slightly flowing because of the low breeze outside and she could hear the low sounds of the sea across. Her legs had almost gone numb now but she didn't feel anything in front of the terrible pain she felt inside her chest. Her cheeks were almost bruised and sticky now because of the constant tears flowing down her cheeks, going down to her neck, and she harshly wiping her cheeks after few minutes.

"He..he..he said...shaadi na..nah..nahi karega..he...how could..he" she was hiccupping way too much as she sobbed painfully and harshly wiped her cheeks.

She was so hurt, so sad, so angry at him, so scared. Basically Sana was this baby to him, she practically was his baby.

So him speaking to her like that, getting so angry on her and ending up saying that he will not marry her, was just not sitting with Sana. She couldn't stop crying. Like actually sadly, heartbreakingly cry because she was that sad.

She realized even during the whole fight that she was being extremely stubborn and rude. She also knew that she was driving him up the wall, but in her head, she was still his baby right? So how could he say that to her?

She just wanted this one hour to pass and for her to just run to Maa's arms and be with her, hide in her arms and just cry cry and cry. She had so many fears inside her right now. She just wanted her to hold love and comfort her.

Sidharth was terrible himself. He was literally shaking and fuming with rage and madness. He still didn't have any clue about what this girl wanted or what and why she was trying to do whatever she was trying to do. He had literally tried every single thing.

He had his hands either on each side of his waist as he paced the entire living room with his hands sometimes running and pulling through his hair, sometimes harshly rubbing his face or chin, his eyes all the while flickering back and forth to the dark balcony.

He could see her standing but couldn't make anything else out due to the dark. He however didn't have to see anything to know that she was crying. He knew. He didn't want to say what he did in the end.

He had just completely lost his mind till that point. Her excuses and her replies were absolutely baseless and they drove him over the edge. The moment she took Avantika's name and tried comparing herself to her, he lost it.