Hold back the love

Whats wrong with Jimin

"I don't think Jimins well do you?" Hobi murmured to Jin
"He must be practising too hard with Taemin he's looking gaunt."
Jimin barely spoke to any of them turning up for their practises then going on to practice with Taemin,if any of them tried to get close he gave them a blank look and murmured about being busy, he especially seemed to keep away from Jungkook who repeatedly tried to get him to talk.
Jungkook watched from his place against the wall as Jimin perfected over and over a part of the dance routine .It was like he was a robot dancing mechanically .
"Jimin it's like this not that way ," Hobi said going up to him. Jimin looked at the other blankly," what?"
"The move,you're doing it wrong it's like this..."
Hobi danced then looked at Jimin who stared at him horrified.
"I did it wrong....I can't do it....I'm wrong...now I can't even do that," he muttered
"Jimin chill it's no biggie,it was just that little bit..."
"No can't you see? I got it wrong..,it's the only thing I have and I can't even get that right...no wonder I'm just a joke to people...!"
"Jimin...hey Jimin! Oh hell  call a doctor!!"
Jungkook shot over to where Jimin had just dropped to the floor passed out. He looked at the other then tried lifting him up to lay him somewhere comfortable feeling straight away how light the other was.
"Has he been eating?he's so light!"
The company doctor rushed in shooing them away as he examined the unconcious boy.
"Silly boy your dehydrated and looks like your not eating!" The doctor murmured.
"Is he going to be all right?"
The doctor swung round frowning
"Why did you stay?"
"Because I want to he's my..friend and I want to be sure he's ok."
"Well your friend is going up to the medical room,he needs a drip to rehydrate as well as food."
"I'm coming,"
"No he will be ok"
"I wasn't asking I'm telling you I'm coming"
The doctor saw Jungkooks determined look and didn't argue.
Jimin was quickly transferred to the medical room the doctor explaining to the others.
"Should we come up?"
"No his friend here is enough,"
"Jungkook?"
"Yes determined young man isn't he."
"Kook let the doctor sort Jimin."
"Don't wanna be rude Namjoon but you haven't got a hope in hell of making me stay here,come on doc."
Before long zjimin was hooked up to an iv drip in a sterile looking room,Jungkook was sat on a seat next to his bed waiting for the other to come around.
The doctor had left the room telling Jungkook to call him when Jimin awoke.
"What have you done to yourself silly boy...." Jungkook murmured gazing intently at the other.
Jimin groaned his eyes fluttering open.
"Ugh!" He muttered trying to sit up.
"Stay still," a voice he recognised said abruptly causing his head to turn quickly.
"What's happening why are you here!"
"You passed out your in the medical room,why aren't you eating or drinking,,,,,,,,,?"
"I am..." Jimin lied
"That's not what the doctor said and I felt how light you are when I picked you up!"
"I didn't ask you to .....go away " Jimin said turning away from  Jungkook
"No I won't what the how are you doing to yourself? I'm just fine just go away. Leave me be ,"
"no I won't go away is this because of what I said you're doing this ?"
"you have a high opinion of yourself. Go away."
"Don't keep saying that "
"why what does this matter to you? How many times you must've laughed at me ...thinking that we had something when we so obviously didn't....stupid me  for believing that we meant something ......so if you don't mind, can you just leave me with what little dignity? I have left and go away.!"
Jungkooks temper took over ,grabbing Jimin he placed a scorching kiss on his lips,demanding a response.
Jimin whimpered pulling away,
"Please.....I can't do this cat and mouse game,I should have never gone away with you,never allowed myself to think that week meant anything to you...,it was a mistake to get close to you again,I knew from before you didn't like me that way,I'm so stupid...maybe it's time I left the group it's my fault I realise that...I will.."
He was stopped again by a furious looking Jungkook
"What will it take to get through to you? I made the mistake not you! I rejected what we have because I set my path a different way ,yet I find I can't let you go,I want you Park Jimin...I'm sorry I made you feel like this and I'm trying my damn hardest to make you realise I was at fault not you!"
He stopped when he realised Jimin was staring at him totally confused.
"You want .....me?"
"Yes,"
"As a fuck buddy?"
"As a boyfriend ...."
"Like in a couple,"
"Unless you have a kink for threesomes that I don't know about ...?"
"Kookie!" Jimin blushed furiously
"That's better..."
"What?" he asked confused
"I like it when you call me Kookie..."
The door opened and the doctor walked in followed by a woman carrying a tray of food .
"Ah Jimin,I'm glad to see you're awake .Right you can eat this food. I want to say you can go home once the drip is finished,but I want someone to stay with you.understand?"
"Erm..."
"I'll stay with him "
The doctor looked at Jungkook,
"I want you to make sure he eats regularly none of this snacking,proper meals."
"No problem,for starters  Jimin you can eat this,"
Jimin stared at the tray of food his stomach recoiling at the thought of eating and he looked up at Jungkook and the doctors faces.
"Sure.........."
The doctor nodded smiling and left,Jimin pushed the tray.
"Oh no you don't ....open...." Jungkook demanded picking up a small piece of meat.
Jimin pouted but Jungkook didn't give in so he opened his mouth and the meat was put in.
He chewed slowly and eventually swallowed surprised when Jungkook kissed his lips softly.
"Well done...open up...."
The meal was mostly eaten with Jungkook demanding then rewarding the other.
"Honestly Kookie no more....i can't ,"
"Fine you did well,"
Jimin yawned," ooops sorry"
"That's ok,have a nap the drip hasn't run its course yet,"
Jimin picked at the bed covering.
"It's ok you don't have to waste your time here,"
"We have unfinished business ,I'm not going anywhere."
"Look...what you said earlier.....it's weird.......I don't think we should commit to being boyfriends we have known each other so many years and usually you....well you seem.......oblivious of me,just the annoying friend in the background....,j-just because we......dallied with sex......I don't want you to feel coerced into a relationship your not sure about ." Jimin spoke with certainty even though his heart hurt to say it.
"Finished? Good....i want you Jimin you have no idea how much,but I'm certainly going to show you don't think your getting away that easily."
The scorching heat coming from Jungkooks eyes made a frisson of fear and need shoot through Jimin,what was he letting himself in for......
His eyes closed tiredly as his brain tried unsuccessfully to figure out this new turn of events.
Jungkook seeing Jimin was sound asleep quickly took his house keys quickly driving there and back before Jimin woke up .
Jimin stretched then opened his eyes.
"Finally,I'll get the doc to remove the drip then we can go home ,he said you have to rest tomorrow then can pick up things the day after ."
"But we have the show to practice for and my dance off....!"
"None of which you will be doing if you don't take care of yourself!"
Jimin sighed but nodded,after all he could sneak over to Taemins tomorrow who was going to stop him?