Hold back the love

My lover my life

"Jungkook calm down you've only just got your memory back...."
"Why,where's Jimin's stuff?"
"He had to take it out so your memory wouldn't be forced."
"But this is his home too...oh god I made him leave the hospital didn't I ?where's my phone I've got to call him!"
"He's not answering any of us he's gone away for a few days to the seaside."
"What and you all let him! Don't you see how fragile he is how he worries about things how he takes on blame that isn't his....!"
"Stop...,look let's get the doctor to check you over then we think of what to do about Jimin." Hobi said in a no nonsense voice.
The doctor was called in the meantime the rest of the group came over alerted by Namjoon.
Jungkook and the doctor were in his room.
After a thorough check up he was declared fit much to his friends relief.
After the doctor left,Jin spoke," I called Jimin,he picked up but said he was fine couldn't chat long as his phone was low on battery he'd been out all day then it cut off,battery must have died."
"Did he sound ok?he didn't hint where he was?"
"Sorry Kook no....."
"Look...,let's eat and then tomorrow we bombard him with calls or we can message and let him know Jungkooks ok,he will come straight back" Namjoon said.
"Of course! Once his phone has charge he will be back!! " jungkook shouted.
They got takeaway the group telling Jungkook how weird it was that he knew there were seven of them but didn't realise he couldn't name them all.
"And you called Jimins name in your sleep," Jin said
"I can't understand how I didn't recall him,"
Hobi gave his and the doctors theory.
"So you're saying my mind wanted to shut off the thought of Jimin being hurt...like if I couldn't remember it couldn't happen?"
"Yep,....damn but Jimin was so angry at them for hurting you he stood up and gave them what for you seemed ok for a bit then went downhill."
"Is it on you tube?"
"Let's see...."
Suga put it on his phone passing it to Jungkook who watched the whole thing unfold.
"Damn Jimin looks hot doing that!"
"You're definitely better ...thinking like that!" Jin smirked
"It's the truth,he's hot and he's mine!"
"Ok then .whoever gets hold of Jimin first call the rest of us...but for now we should go,it's been a busy day for you Kook."
They said their farewells and Jungkook paced around his apartment then quickly cleaned it ready for Jimin's return.
"I know I'll go and get his things back here ready for his return."
Fetching his car keys he happily drove off.
Jimins phone was on the table in pieces the battery out so he wouldn't have to pretend anymore with fake messages and calls,his lie about his phone cutting out now partly true...they didn't need to know he'd dismantled it.
He looked around his apartment it was a bit messy,he got a bin bag throwing trash in and cleaning then put the pile of laundry he'd left around along with the clothes he was wearing into the washing machine.
"Jimin you stink," he told himself going into the bathroom and running a bath,allowing the water to cover him.
He lethargically washed himself and his hair before leaning back as the water cooled.
Was he a jinx? Did bad things happen because of him?
Jungkook would be ok if it wasn't for him......
The aftermath of his coming out was better than expected.Communities talking out on the sad way people had to hide their true feelings in their country,how homophobia was bad in this day and age,huge admiration and support from other artists all over the world.
"Kookie I miss us.....why can't you remember me,life is unbearable without you...it would be so easy just to slide under here and never come up........
Jungkook pulled into Jimins place frowning as Jimins car was there. Had he gone by train?
He made his way into Jimins apartment using the key code .
The lights were on ...
"Jimin?"
No reply,he walked around coming to Jimins bedroom and en suite.Frowning he called again before going to the bathroom and opening the door.
Two hands gripping and pulling Jimin up had him coughing and spluttering in shock.
"What are you doing!" A familiar voice yelled
"K-Kookie?"
He was hugged tightly"please tell me you weren't doing what I think you were?!?!"
"What.....oh.....no.....well,no I just wanted silence in my head so slid down."
He was lifted unceremoniously from the tub and wrapped in a bath towel.
"When did you get back,"
"Back?" Jimin slipped up covering his mouth guiltily
"You didn't go away.....you just stayed here !"
Jimin pouted nodding," I couldn't cope with it all I wanted to be on my own....wait....how did you come here.....have you got your memory back?"
"Yes silly,I was coming to get all your stuff back to our house."
"Our....?"
"Of course your my boyfriend I want you with me,"
"Even though bad things happen around me?"
"I knew it! I told the others you would take all the blame! It wasn't you it was those idiots I watched you shame them you looked so hot!"
"We've been apart for days and that's the first thing you think?"'Jimin gave a small giggle.
"Jin said I called your name in my sleep so I didn't completely forget you."'
Jimins face showed sadness
"But you did....i thought you'd had enough of me that's why you didn't remember me,that a safety net was keeping me out deliberately ...."
"No,no!" Jungkook explained what the doctor had said.
"So it was worry ...for me....keeping me out?"
Jungkook nodded and while Jimin took this in Jungkook swooped down claiming those plump plush lips.
Jimin moaned into the kiss unable to move while wrapped up in the huge towel.
He was pushed backwards into the bed and then Jungkooks gaze travelled the length of him before unwrapping the towel as if Jimin was a gift just for him.
"Your skinny you've not been eating have you?"
Without waiting for an answer he kissed Jimin's neck then collarbone sucking on the spot he knew was sensitive.
"Mmmmm Kookie," Jimin groaned
Looking down he saw Jimin's arousal smiling he stripped his own clothes off quickly before renewing his assault on the others body loving the little sounds emitting from the other.
"You do know I'm gonna fuck you til you can't walk don't you?"
"Yes,yes Kookie,"
"I'm gonna have you screaming my name.."
Jimin wriggled under him touching Jungkooks arousal while pushing his own up against Jungkooks body.
"Fuck!"
Jungkook flipped Jimin over kissing down his back and spreading his ass lapping at his hole.
"Fuck me Kookie..."
Jimin got on his knees desperate to feel that togetherness.
"I gotta prep you.."
"No...fuck me ....now!"
Jungkook rubbed his leaking tip over Jimins entrance then pushed fully inside hearing Jimin's gasp as he was filled.
"God you're so tight baby!"
"More Kookie I want more.."
Needing no further encouragement Jungkook pulled back then slammed back in.
Jimins moans of approval had him setting a hasty pace.
He leaned under and around playing with Jimins member feeling it grow and tighten he could tell Jimin was close so squeezed the base
"Oh no baby not yet..."
Jimin dry heaved wanting release but being stopped
"Kooookieeee!"
"Wait babe..."
He adjusted his thrusts seeking and finding that special place inside Jimin that brought his pleasure to a high.
"Oh god ah Kookie!already sensitive from his non release Jimin screamed out as the pleasure built to an all time high and he released shuddering at the intensity," Kookieeeeeeee!"
The way Jimin clenched on him as he came had Jungkook thrusting harder and faster until
"AhhhhhJiminnnnnn!"
He was in a state of overfulfilment bending over Jimin as he filled him .
They flopped down Jungkook pulling them sideways so as not to hurt Jimin.
"Your dicks still in my ass..."
"Mmmm,"
"I don't wanna move ,"
"Well don't,I'm amazingly comfortable here..."
"Hmmm,"
They lay cuddled together until a phone buzzing interrupted them.
"Not mine ..." Jimin mumbled
"Damn...."
Jungkook moved cursing and pulling the phone from his discarded trousers.
"Hello? Suga....its ok he's here at his place,no no no don't you dare,just text the others and say I found him he's ok...oh and if anyone else suggests coming over tell them I will personally cut off their dicks and feed them to the local cats....no I'm not joking...we are content to be with each other no interruptions! Yer thanks bye."
He threw his phone on his pile of clothes and looked at Jimin giggling on the bed his perfect ass begging to be taken.
"Let's play ride em cowboy..." he smirked
Jimin looking quickly around gulped as he saw Jungkook wasn't satisfied yet.
"Cowboy?"
Jungkook grinned lying back and pointing
"Get in the saddle baby..."
Clambering over Jimin groaned as he filled himself again rising up and down slowly til Jungkook quickened the pace.
"Yes.....ahh Jimin my lover and my life,never separate again I need you so much..."
"My Kookie,you've always been my love and I'm willing to show the whole world.....aaaahhh ,oh god!"
Panting breaths skin on skin brought the livers closer than ever as their mutual release and strangled cries were something the night would get used to.
"Kookie....no more....i can't walk!"
"My plan succeeded,"
"You're just a horny bastard !"
"Horny and in love ok my lover let's clean up quickly and remake the bed so we can sleep."
"Kookie...seriously though...I do love you and you'll tell me won't you if...well if you stop feeling the same?"
Looking his lover in the eyes Jungkook put his hand on his heart,
"Jimin I could never leave you,you are me I am you,we may argue now and then but I'll make damn sure we sort it out before we go to sleep that day and you,promise you'll tell me your worry and fears,together we are invincible!"
"My hero......marry me," Jimin blurted out
Without missing a beat Jungkook replied
"Damn right,maybe a broad the whole legal thing ,in my mind you are already my husband so you'll never escape me!"
Jimin giggled," where's the handcuffs I'm ready!"
"Kinky,"
"Oh you!" Jimin blushed before his lover carried him to the bathroom carefully taking care of his needs.
SIX MONTHS LATER

....HOT OFF THE PRESS RUMOURS THAT BOYBAND MEMBERS PARK JIMIN AND JEON JUNGKOOK GOT MARRIED ON THEIR AMERICA N GETAWAY.
WHEN ASKED JEON JUNGKOOK SMIRKED AND SAID WHY DONT YOU GO ASK JEON JIMIN?

The End......