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Nandini's Pov It was a usual day. I got up early in the morning at 4, and as usual, I wasn't able to sleep the whole night. I opened the window to watch the rain. I was reminiscing about all the past incidents, how that one incident changed my life. Suddenly, I heard a thunderstorm and got scared again, immediately closing the window. Scared and frightened, I sat on the ground with my hands holding my thighs.After some time, I heard a knock on my door. I got even more scared. I went to open the door with my trembling hands. It was my sister. She said, 'Hey, it's me... don't be scared.' I nodded slightly. She placed my food on the side table and left. She knew I wouldn't eat, but still, she didn't lose hope. She always made every effort to make me feel normal. I tried to take a bite, but suddenly I heard someone playing a harmonium. My hands were trembling, and all the flashbacks of past incidents flooded my mind. I couldn't tolerate it. I started breaking things in my room-the vase, the window. My hand was bleeding. My sister came and tried to calm me down, but I was too frightened. I told her to stay away from me and not touch me. She tried to hold me, but she got hurt in the process as I was having panic attacks. She hugged me to calm me down. I expressed my feelings to her and said, 'Sister, why is life so unpredictable? I thought life was beautiful. I lost everything because of that one incident in my life. I lost my music, I lost everything. I will never be able to trust anyone again.' She had tears in her eyes listening to me because the person who used to be so cheerful, so happy, is now traumatized for her whole life. I took a pause and told her, 'Didi, I want to be alone.' She told me to take my medicine and left the room with a heavy heart.It was really difficult for her...she couldn't see me in this condition.As she left the room,I went to take the medicine, but my hands were trembling. I just couldn't take it as I was thinking about the past. I was scared and frightened again. I went to my bed, held my blanket with trembling hands, and tried to sleep."
~This is my life, Staying alone, In this darkness, All my life!
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