Cool Slowly

Chapter 2 He Regrets

The room was very quiet, so quiet that you could hear the sound of rain falling outside the window, drop by drop.

Xu Yuanzhe didn't say anything.

Yu Yue didn't say anything either.

When he said that, Yu Yue felt that he was not as relaxed as he had imagined. He felt a little weak and had to support himself on the table to stand steadily.

Yu Yue, who once started dating Xu Yuanzhe with the idea of "Let's give it a try, and break up if you can't accept it, I'm not that into you anyway", only realized today that he and Xu Yuanzhe have been together for almost two years.

Yu Yue, who had never thought about dating a boy before, had never encountered anything that he could not accept during his relationship with Xu Yuanzhe. Only Xu Yuanzhe was like a nail that drove into his life inch by inch. When he wanted to pull it out, he realized that he would have to go through blood and flesh to do so.

Yu Yue supported himself on the table, and his knuckles turned white from inadvertently exerting so much force.

I don't know how long it took, but Xu Yuanzhe slowly walked over.

Xu Yuanzhe was very tall, 1.87 meters, seven centimeters taller than Yu Yue. When he stood in front of Yu Yue, he blocked the already dim light in the bedroom.

Xu Yuanzhe didn't say anything. He reached out and hugged Yu Yue's waist, then raised his hand and pressed Yu Yue's head onto his shoulder.

"What are you thinking about?" Xu Yuanzhe asked in a low and hoarse voice, "Is it because I didn't see the message and didn't pick you up today? If..."

Yu Yue closed his eyes and interrupted Xu Yuanzhe, "It's not because of this."

His eyes felt a little sore. Perhaps at this moment, not only Xu Yuanzhe didn't know, but Yu Yue himself didn't know when problems started to arise between them.

After a moment of silence, Xu Yuanzhe asked Yu Yue in a low voice: "Why is that?"

Yu Yue didn't answer or speak.

Because Yu Yue didn't speak, Xu Yuanzhe couldn't speak either. He just hugged Yu Yue like this, and was quiet for a long time. He closed his eyes and rubbed Yu Yue's ears and cheeks with the tip of his nose. This was Yu Yue's favorite intimacy.

Xu Yuanzhe asked, "Have you had dinner? I'll make it."

Yu Yue still didn't speak.

He wanted to talk to Xu Yuanzhe...not to avoid the issue.

But as soon as he opened his mouth, Yu Yue's throat seemed to be strangled by something, making it impossible for him to make a sound, as if the words he just said had exhausted all his courage.

Xu Yuanzhe asked again: "Do you want to eat braised spareribs, huh?"

Yu Yue was about to cry.

His voice was very soft, and his eyelashes were trembling. "Aren't you going to talk to me?"

Xu Yuanzhe finally let go of Yu Yue.

His hands were on both sides of Yu Yue's body, just on the table.

Xu Yuanzhe looked at Yu Yue, his sharp and beautiful single eyelids drooping slightly, which made him look a little cold, but he wasn't. He lowered his eyes and looked at Yu Yue for a long time.

In fact, Yu Yue knew that he was asking for too much.

Because every time something happened, Xu Yuanzhe always couldn't say anything. He had such a personality, cold, silent, and not good at speaking. Now that he was with Yu Yue, he was very different from when he was outside.