Cool Slowly

Chapter 31 Trying to forget

Yu Yue woke up in the middle of the night and found that his pillow was wet.

He lay there motionless, the dream before waking up still very clear in his mind.

Yu Yue dreamed of Xu Yuanzhe, dreamed of when they were still together, dreamed of that time after being called home by his parents, Yu Yue returned to his home with Xu Yuanzhe, opened the door with his own key, and appeared in Xu Yuanzhe's house before.

Although I overheard what Xu Yuanzhe said downstairs, I also knew that if Yu Yue really never came back, Xu Yuanzhe would definitely let him leave without pestering him or saying anything.

But when he saw Yu Yue opening the door and entering, Xu Yuanzhe still stood there frozen.

The light in the living room was dim and hazy. Yu Yue remembered looking at Xu Yuanzhe smiling in his dream, opening his hand to Xu Yuanzhe and asking, "What's the matter? You don't recognize me in a few days?"

With a "clang", Xu Yuanzhe The small basin for feeding the cat in his hand fell to the ground.

He stepped forward in two steps, took Yu Yue into his arms, and held him so tightly that Yu Yue could hardly breathe.

Yu Yue cried in his dream, because he seemed to really feel Xu Yuanzhe's temperature and heartbeat. In his dream, he knew clearly that this was a dream, but how much he wished that he could return to Xu Yuanzhe and return to that home, as if he had not broken up, as if he had just gone on a faraway trip. Now in front of Xu Yuanzhe, Xu Yuanzhe dropped everything, walked quickly towards him, and held him tightly in his arms.

But Yu Yue knew that Xu Yuanzhe would never hug him like this again.

If Xu Yuanzhe once said he wanted to come back to Yu Yue ten years later, but when he saw Yu Yue appearing in front of him, he would still rush over uncontrollably and hug him into his arms, then Xu Yuanzhe now is the person who said he wanted to come back to Yu Yue in ten years. He is in love, but he will never take a step forward again, and will never rush to hug Yu Yue's person again.

Yu Yue lay on the bed, closed his eyes, and tears rolled down his face.

After being separated for half a year, Yu Yue found that he had not forgotten a single bit about Xu Yuanzhe. Instead, more and more memories and pictures that he had not noticed were deeply embedded in his mind and carved indelible patterns in his heart.

Yu Yue felt that it might be because of the diary.

After getting up in the morning, Yu Yue put the unread diary at the bottom of the glove box. He then covered the glove box with many boxes and folded them up to prevent himself from reading it again.

Forgetting seems to be the cure for everything.

After not reading the diary again, Yu Yue seemed to have really begun to forget about Xu Yuanzhe, and he would not become so sensitive when Steven brought up the topic of "ex" while filming a movie.

There are many parties and cocktail parties here, and international students will also get together to hold cocktail parties for international students.

Because Steven had to find someone to accompany him, Yu Yue did not miss any of these cocktail parties and participated in almost all of them.

However, he doesn't chat much with others. He only likes to sit in a corner or on the balcony alone. He seems to be thinking about things, but in fact he is just in a daze.

Yu Yue wants to join Eden, but he still has no idea what kind of short film he wants to make.

At the cocktail party, there were always people who wanted to get to know Yu Yue, and some even boldly expressed their love as soon as they came up.

Yu Yue politely refused. After the other party left, he couldn't help but think about it. It's been almost a year. I wonder how Xu Yuanzhe is doing in China now. Has he met anyone he likes more? Has he met someone more beautiful than him? The right person, has he ever met someone who... won't make him so tired?

If he thinks too much, Yu Yue will pull his thoughts back and realize that he drank a little too much today.

He hadn't thought of Xu Yuanzhe for a long time.

...

It was another weekend, and Steven was chatting with Yu Yue.

Steven seemed distressed. He said: "My short film was almost at the end. I wanted a Bad Ending, but I found that I couldn't think of a reason for them to break up. Now they love each other so much that I can't let them separate." "

After that, he looked at Yu Yue cautiously, "Do you have any good suggestions? How should I separate them? Is it because of a relationship breakup, cheating, or something like finding out that they are brothers and sisters..."

Yu Yue was reading a book. , when he heard Steven speaking, his eyelashes moved slightly, and he quickly raised his eyes, "There are so many reasons for breaking up, but you choose the most ridiculous one." After a slight pause, "You can gain thousands of dollars by doing a questionnaire. There are hundreds of reasons for breaking up."

Steven came over, "But I'm curious about why you broke up."

Yu Yue turned around, "Why are you always so curious about my affairs?"

Steven shrugged. , "It's strange, you make me feel like, I don't know how to describe it... It's like you have a cinematic feel just sitting there. This kind of cinematic feel is something I can't even capture, so I really want to I will learn from your emotional experience and use it in my movie."

Yu Yue closed the book.

There are children and puppies playing on the sunny lawn. He looked at it for a long time and told himself that being able to mention it without caring was actually a way of forgetting.

So, Yu Yue said, "Then let me tell you a little bit about why I broke up with my ex."

Steven straightened his back instantly.

Yu Yue said: "My ex...let's call him 'Z'. We..."