Lord Eclipse The Lonely (S.a.M.S AU)

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Ruins POV

Its been a week now since Eclipse had taken Moon and I as captures, although the way he treated me was like a guest or if I lived there. He seemed to watch me a lot, or stare at me in ways that made me heat up.

Something was wrong, he's been so quiet and almost distant. As much as I liked the way I was being treated with no responsibility was nice, but I wanted to go home. I was going to ask... maybe he'll listen...

After dinner I asked if we could talk, and he agreed. we met in "my" room. I was slightly scared and worried that he might hurt me or moon.

I sat on my bed fidgeting with my hands and spacing out, I heard the door open and close. Eclipse leaned on the door with his arms crossed, he had an almost pissed emotion plastered on his face.

"what do you want?" He asked coldly, I felt my heart sink a little. Its not like he's never treated me this way. its Eclipse for crying out loud! He stared at me with cold eyes.

"r- right well, I'm not sure if you would or wouldn't but- uhm... " I hesitated for a second, before I saw his face get more upset.

"What?! you cant just stop talking like that... spit it out!" He yelled, I shrunk back a little. I stood up and slightly walked over to him.

"w- well... uhm- I wanted to go home-" as soon as I said these words he walked over to me, I felt scared but couldn't move. He grabbed my wrist and gripped it tightly, it hurt and I yelped a bit.

"why the hell do you think id just let you go?! huh?!" He said forcing my to step back, I was leaned against the bed now. The pain in my wrist hurt so bad as he squeezed it until I felt the plastic start to crack. 

"y- your h- hurting me" I said quietly, he glared and threw me against the bed.

"your just a spoiled little brat! nothing but a waist of space!... Why In the entire world would you care about me?!" he said wiping around to yell in my already tear filled face, he had tears as well. concern and pity.

He turned away and held his arms facing away from me, I could tell he regretted saying what he did. my heart hurt so much by his words, but I couldn't blame him.

"e-eclipse..." I said softly, he shifted a bit but didn't look at me.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry that I asked- and. I care about you because- well- I'm not sure" I felt myself wanting to blurt out all my emotions but restrained myself, he turned a bit so that I could just barely see his eye.

"no... don't apologize... I'm sorry- I acted out on you for things that were my fault" I titled my head.

"w- would you like to talk about it? or, at least sit down?" I said softly, trying to keep my cool. He turned and walked over, sitting next to me on the bed. He had small tears on his face, I felt like I could just hug him.

"I'm lonely... and yes I know thats dumb. but I don't ever get to talk to people, they all hate me."

Eclipses POV

I held my arms, and composed my self from crying. I saw how Ruins eyes drifted over mine like a warm breeze, I wanted to cry so bad. But I already opened up so much, I felt so vulnerable.

"no- no Eclipse its not dumb..." I felt him scoot closer to me and place his hand on my shoulder, I looked at his face, his eyes were so gentle.

"I- I know how it feels to be... alone. and its hard, but. at least you aren't completely alone" he said in a slightly cheery voice. I was confused.

"what do you mean?" I asked, tilting my head towards him. He smiled.

"Im here... and- I promise I wont leave you... " I saw empathy in his eyes, but it felt so wrong to accept his promise especially after he just asked if he could go home...

"no- no Ruin you shouldn't like me. I cant be your friend... everyone hates me-"

"well do you want everyone to like you? would you want to change?" His question burned me like hot sand, I really did want to change but... why would they let me.

I felt my eyes starting to give up, and tears started to pour down my cheeks.

Ruins POV

I heard his quiet tears, I frowned and gently took his hand in mine.

"eclipse" I started quietly

"Its ok... everything will be ok-" I then felt him lean and flop over into my lap, still crying. I gently pulled him closer on my lap (Ruin is criss cross) he cried more.

"its ok~" I said as soothing as possible, petting his rays and gently messing with his wires in a comforting way. 

We sat like this for an hour, he stoped crying, and just made small purring sound every once in a while.

"Ruin, your very special to me" he said quietly, I felt my heart starting to beat faster. I chuckled.

"oh- well in that case your special to me as well... more than you think" the last few words were more quiet, I don't think I'm able to contain my emotions for him very longer- or at least I think I have emotions for him...

I felt him move a bit, and then sit up and look into my eyes. His were sparkling and tired, all at the same time. He gently crawled closer to me and laid on top of me, he was just like a cat. I blushed at this, and when I looked down half of his face was buried in my chest only his eyes looking up at me.

Eclipse nuzzled closer, and wrapped his arms around me. My heart was beating so fast, and my face was heating up. I gently played with his soft rays, and rubbed part of his face showing.

Author's note

AAAAAAHHHHH I think I'm in love... fjhiwehfrsexhwdij help. please. I really need help!

I made this chapter while having so many emotions going through me, we were hanging out on VR and he laid his head down and I played with his avatars rays and started to mentally freak out XC

Any who please don't mind my small rant, hehehehe... I hate love-