He used to tell me I have to fight
Should I still do it if he's the enemy I'll fight?
He used to tell me I have to be strong
How can I be strong when my strength is wrong?He used to tell me I did nothing wrong
But damn him, he did me so wrong
He used to tell me things that are dirty
But damn him, he did me so dirtyI want to face him just to curse at him
With teary eyes screaming, fuck him
I want to choose violence in front of him
If he tries to pacify me, then fuck himIn that room I wished I had hung
Now I'm sleeping peacefully in tucked
Loving that man felt like being beaten up by a gang
I tried hard to keep him and I was so fuckedHe fucked my head up because he chose him
Fuck him if he chooses him
He fucked my peace up because I had him
Fuck him if I can't keep himHow did I go from loving you to despising you?
I swear just a minute ago I was dead in love with you
How did I go from kissing you to vomiting you?
I swear just an hour ago I was enjoying youNow I sound like you've been my husband
The evidence that you fucked up because of a gun
Now you sound nothing as if you didn't exist
I bet you wish I was dead after you became a beast
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SO LONG, EDIMAR
Poetry'SO LONG, EDIMAR' is the sixth Anthology by an author known by the pen name of Kieth, released on June 1, 2024. 'SO LONG, EDIMAR' consists of 35 poems. The whole anthology basically tackles the transition between being so serious at relationships to...