[17] I Despised Rizal 🅴

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It was so fun moving to a new placeLiving there with my things in placeI took so much gazeI wasn't familiar at this place so it felt like a maze

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It was so fun moving to a new place
Living there with my things in place
I took so much gaze
I wasn't familiar at this place so it felt like a maze

But then I met you
You guided the way, helped me go through
I then fell for you
And didn't know yet that you'll love me too

We used to be walking all the way here
You stopped because I was tying my lace there
You told me you love me, until when?
If you fall out of love, what happens then?

You used to take care of me
The way my mother and father never did to me
You used to hold my hands as if I'm a gem
Turns out you'll turn your back at me for Ben

I used to be so in love with you
But with all you did, I see you as something new
I used to forsee myself, I grew
But with all those suffering, I'm now nothing new

You walked through my parents' house gate
I introduced you to them as my mate
It was seven pm, it was late
But you enjoyed the attention till eight

But then I met the new you
After all the things we got through
I thought you'll feel harder and harder too
I didn't know that you'll let me be too

Did you just love me for experiment?
You said I'm interesting, is that it?
Did you just love me because I love you?
You said you care for me, is that it?

This same fucking cursed town
Was clinging with your scent but I couldn't leave town
This same subdivision is so fucked up
Because you're the one who fucked it up

I want to run out of this town with all this love
Leaving all these memories behind
My friends tell me I was so dumb, fuck it I was in love
I can't even fathom the idea of telling you were mine

The place is now clinging with the memories of you
Now I'm hating this new place because of you
As much as I love you too
I'm now here, despising Rizal because of you

Every time I look at the bypass
I remember the time we walked by the bypass
I remember wanting to hold you
Now I'm crying trying to forget about you

Every time I visit that mall
Where we ate takoyaki as a snack by the table
It's so fun having all of you
Now I fucking despised Rizal because of you

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