There's no such thing as bad thoughts
Only our actions talk
But I still feel guilty thinking about those thoughts
Imagining things I could never put to talkMessing and fucking up
That's what I'm scared of
Why do I have to think about you this way then?
Is it because of this bed? Or is it because you're ten?I'm not innocent
I think of thoughts people shouldn't think
I feel so bad that I might just punch myself
Because these kind of thoughts isn't to thinkThis even makes me question if I'm genuine
Because if I am, is it normal to be lustful?
It's not I think of it twenty-four-seven
But I still don't think it's a good thing and it's dullMy mind is so full
The stress, the love, and the lust
I might just tuck myself in my bed
I don't to go out and act so brushedIf I told people about this
They might think I'm gross, or worse, pervert
If people get to know about this
They might think I'm creepy, or worse, sex addictI will take pills if it can remove this sins
I will drink drinks if it can distract me away from this
I will take everything to now think of him like this
Either way, I still think of removing that shirt of hisI know I didn't let my love towards you be shown
But I don't need to if only you know about the frown
These fucking thoughts is fucked up if shown
It's kind of worrying me, these bedtime delusions
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SO LONG, EDIMAR
Poetry'SO LONG, EDIMAR' is the sixth Anthology by an author known by the pen name of Kieth, released on June 1, 2024. 'SO LONG, EDIMAR' consists of 35 poems. The whole anthology basically tackles the transition between being so serious at relationships to...