As i arrived home I headed upstairs to my room as i felt embarrassed and sad at the same time "God really even in this lifetime I'm this sensitive?" I said between sobs as I leaned on my wall sitting on my bed hugging my knees pulling the covers above me shielding me from the world.... god why didn't I remember this kind of memories from the movies? why cant I remember all the important stuff? i ask myself again in annoyed feeling, annoyed at myself and everyone else... "it's not my fault bella its not..." I whispered
an hour passed i heard someone pulling up the driveway must be Edward and bella... another minute passed I heard a faint knock on my door
"Krystal?" I heard Bella's voice from the other side .. I'm to weak or tired to even talk back... then I heard my door slowly open and a faint of footsteps and I felt my bed shift of someone's weight...
"Can I go inside?" she asked softly
"No"I heard her sigh "Look I'm sorry.. i shouldn't have looked at you like that.. i know you just want us to have a memorable birthday party.. before you know" she tried to reach out to me but I shift my body away... I'm just to angry at the world right now... " I'm sorry too but can I just be alone pleased?"
After a moment, Bella gently placed a hand on Krystal's shoulder, her voice filled with understanding.
"I understand," Bella said softly. "Take all the time you need, and when you're ready, I'll be here for you, okay?"
as i heard my door close i pulled the covers off my head as I felt my mascara is ruined now with all the crying.. i decided to take a shower and head back to my room all freshened up but drained of everything.. one thing I forgot is that my window was opened so when I opened my room's door I saw Carlisle looming over me with pain and concern in his eyes
"Carlisle" i whispered my eyes widened as i pushed him inside so i could get in and lock my door "What are you doing here?"
"I heard about what happened," he began softly. "I came to check on you, to make sure you're alright."
i sigh sadly as I walk towards my vanity and start to brush my hair to try and forget what just happened today.. "Everything a mess I'm sorry," I said avoiding eye contact with him in the mirror
Carlisle watched Krystal as she absentmindedly brushed her hair, a mixture of concern and understanding in his eyes. His voice was soft as he responded.
"It's alright. Things sometimes get messy, but that doesn't mean they can't be fixed." He paused for a moment, wanting to offer comfort but sensing that Krystal needed some space.
"If you want to talk, I'm here for you," he added, his voice gentle and non-intrusive. "But take your time, and I'll wait until you're ready."
"Can you promise me something?" i ask stopping myself from brushing my hair
Krystal turned her chair around to face Carlisle, her eyes locking with his. There was a hint of vulnerability and plea in her gaze.
"Yes, of course," he replied without hesitation, his voice filled with sincerity. "What is it?"
"Please don't ever leave me... i know that Victoria will come one day for what we did to James.. i don't want to be alone.. please stay with me don't leave me" I said as I felt my voice crack again feeling tears streaming down my face " oh god I'm sorry" I said wiping my tears away
Carlisle's expression softened, his heart aching at Krystal's pleas. As tears streamed down her face, he stepped closer, his voice gentle and reassuring.
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Fanfiction( A Carlisle x OC Fanfic ) Krystal was just casually waiting for her ride in-front of a supermarket store but suddenly an accident happen.. she is too focused on her phone wishing someone is real that she didnt notice she would die that day.... whe...
