I GOT TRANSMIGRATED INTO TWILIGHT!?

CH.15 Wanted Waitress

It's been almost 3 months since the Cullens left Forks.. leaving me and my sister alone... as I read my diary from before to ease my pain, Because I knew they would come back but my sister didn't.. all she did was sit on a chair and looked out the window.. i know I did the same as I didn't know what else to do... then one night when bella was sleeping I saw her door open a little bit I saw her laptop open and I saw that she sent a lot of emails to Alice and Carlisle asking of their whereabouts but no one replied to her..... this is what I feared.. that's why I didn't even bother texting or calling them because I know I won't get a reply back

And then our Dad Charlie started to Notice how this was affecting Bella... i tried to not act like bella whenever Charlie was around so it would put him at ease that at least one of his daughters is not experiencing this kind of heartbreak.. but I know he knows I feel different and I'm just faking it .. but no one seems to bat an eye... We really didn't know when it started Bella started having nightmares..like bad Nightmares she would shout and her screams were heard all throughout the house which left Me and Dad to run to her room and wake her up.. there would even be a time that I would sleep in her room so I could guard her so that Dad could sleep peacefully at some point

Then one night as i was preparing my Duvet on the floor Bella is sitting on her bed looking gloomier than ever.... "How do you do it?" she asked making me stop doing what I was doing as I looked at her confused"How do you act like nothing happened? how do you act like Carlisle didn't leave you like nothing happened?" she elaborated more making my face turn into serious mode sighing I sat on her bed as I held her hands on mine"Because I know that someone more important needed me at times like these I can't act all heartbroken making it all more problematic to Dad and to you.. i want to be the sister that's there for you when this kind of thing happens" I said in a soft soothing voice assuring her

"But you're hurting right?" she asked as I heard her voice crack.. seeing her broken-hearted face my heart ache but what made me tear up more was the question she asked I bit my lip as it quivered as my tears swelled up my eyes nodding slowly looking at her "So much... I felt like dying every day Bella I felt like all the things promised to me had been obliterated to nothingness.. they took everything that they gave me every memory even the pictures I didn't know how they got in my phone but they did" my voice cracks as I felt her hugged me and cry with me

"And do you wanna know why i did all this?.. if Dad sees both of us so heartbroken and he doesn't know what to do about it he would send us back to Mom and I know you wouldn't want that don't you? because I know that you hoped that they will still come back, because that's what I was hoping for too"

Bella, wiping away her tears, looked at Krystal with a weak smile. "Thank you," she said softly. "I don't know what I would do without you. I just wish the Cullens would come back soon."She paused for a moment, before hesitatingly asking, "But what if they never come back? What will we do then?"

"Then we will continue on living if they don't come back that's on them I don't know what you and Edward talk about and I won't ask it as I know it would hurt you.. just before Dad could even suggest bringing us back to mom can you try and hang out with your friends again? please? for us?" I pleaded grasping her hands on mine a little bit

Bell sighed deeply, her heart still aching but feeling a little better after talking to Krystal. "Okay," she finally agreed. "I'll try to spend more time with my friends if that means avoiding going back to mom's."She appreciated Krystal's support and didn't want to add to Dad's stress by worrying him even more. "Let's take it one day at a time," she suggested, "and see what happens." Krystal and Bella share a reassuring hug, knowing they have each other to lean on.