I GOT TRANSMIGRATED INTO TWILIGHT!?

Another Chapter

I packed just the right amount for Lilith to carry, is Kenji really right about things? would it really go wrong like that? but why am I feeling like he's lying? why do I feel so calm about things when I should be feeling scared and paranoid right now?

"He's gonna die krystal" I remember Kenji saying to me which made my heart break into a million pieces I don't wanna believe it I don't want it to happen... can vampires still feel a lot of emotions? or is it just that I'm a newborn and I still have my human traits? I don't really know anymore. i don't know who to ask for help I don't know if I should die again and talk with that 'god' everything is happening so fast I can't keep up.. sure in the movie it looks cool and all but in real life? it's a fucking mess especially knowing that the love of your life will die?

no, no I won't let that happen I will do everything in my power to make that not happen I'd rather die first than him.

I walked out of the kid's room when Alistair walked past me we locked eyes for a second smirking at me while I just nodded, I saw him talking to bella but I was too busy with my own things to even bother going back there. I joined everyone downstairs the mood was surprisingly calm everyone was talking among themselves and laughing while the others formed a group

I saw Carlisle with a sleeping Lilith in his arms I just smiled lovingly at them, I slowly made my way over them as I greeted everyone, they were lounging on the couch as I put my hand on Carlisle's shoulder making him look up at me

"Hey" I whispered

"Hey," he replied, his voice warm and affectionate, "You alright?"

i just gave him the most reassuring smile I could muster at the time"Never Better" I said trying to make my voice sound fine but it didn't so I just did a shaky laugh. I made my way around the couch and sat beside him as I looked at Lilith's sleeping form so peacefully smiling in her sleep"Wonder what she's dreaming about" I whispered tucking the extra hair out of Lilith's face

Carlisle's voice was soft and sympathetic as he replied to her whispered question.

"Perhaps she's dreaming about her lovely family, and all the fun times they have together."

my eyes looked at him as I leaned in for a quick kiss and lay my head on his shoulder enjoying this peace inside the storm

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The next day was the same everyone was either hunting talking or practicing their powers on one another. i was with Esme as I helped her prepare the animal blood for everyone, well not technically everyone since some of them still drink human blood. i was just glad that they won't hurt anyone inside Forks but I still pity those people who are outside the town though

"You okay?" I heard Rosalie say as she took the mug from my hands and started helping as well, I just let out a small laugh and shook my head

"Can't really say I was"

i walk around the kitchen joining the two,

"Well I won't sugarcoat anything you're a woman now" Rosie teased,I just gave her a sarcastic laugh

"But still even if we're in a fuck up situation well be here together fighting as a family and I'll make sure we won't go down without a fight" Rosie nudgedJust then,

Emmett made an entrance into the kitchen. He wrapped his arms around Rosalie, giving her a warm embrace before jumping in to help. He handed out each mug of blood with his usual easygoing demeanor, his eyes meeting mine with a reassuring smile.

"You're one of us now," he said, his voice confident, "We'll face whatever comes together." we all smile at each other

"You mean I'm your Stepmom slash Step Sis?" I teased which earned a chuckle from them and they shook their head