Grimm Affection ~Wenclair~

Am I cursed?

Wednesday POV:

Last night I was restless...

Not in a torturous way from a night terror

But because I was awoken by physical contact

Usually, I chalk myself up to self-torture and declare myself to be conditioned in case of emergency human contact...

Last night was different.

I DISPISE PHYSICAL CONTACT...!! NOT IN A TERRIBLE WAY, BUT IN A TORTUOUS AND DEGRADING OF MY SELF-PRESERVATION.

If it wasn't for the matter that my parents would start introducing me to sutiers if I didn't find myself one this would never need to happen!

Sure they would never forth me into the sacred vow of marriage but they would force me into love until I was struck with the feral disease.

Honestly, my family is a bunch of pests who are on a mission to infect me with a parasitic curse to fall in line with the rest of my family.

Their antics are starting to get on my last gain of patience. We will soon be entering a grey area of mass family genocide or torturing them for an eternity if they do not stop.

I have no mercy for my family.

But if someone wishes to fool around or cross my family in any way I will see fit they shall not be capable of such things in the future or will be six feet under dead or alive. It is my sole job is to be chaos in the most organized manner, I can not have some moron destroying my plans.

My family is the only reason I am forced into physical contact and yet I would degrade and vanquish anyone other than myself who wishes harm upon them.

How mad have I become?

I should be thrilled if someone wishes death on my family.

How cruel is god with the hand he has dealt me? If she exists that is. In my educated opinion, I see no valid evidence but I am still an agnostic as if there can be werewolves and witches I believe there can be a form of higher power in the ecosystem, not necessarily a all mighty creator but someone with vast power.

My thoughts are incredibly sidetracked and com jumbled.

This is aggravating me.

How did I even get myself int his predicament with Enid Sinclair?

I have comforted her of her nightmares to show my loyalty after she almost died saving me but how am I now kissing her?

I hate it when someone pokes me.

I am allergic to human contact for vast reasons.

Yet, I am willingly subduing myself to have contact with Sinclair.

It is not as repulsive with her but I trust her.

Why do I trust her?

Having trust in another entity is a weakness...

Yet, I no longer believe Enid is as weak as she leads on to be with her rainbow and joy show she puts on every day... She is a ferocious blood werewolf who has vast abilities; I do not believe she has even conjured in her closed off doped-up mind.

Not a single soul on this planet I trust more than Enid to pull off this ruse but I do not believe I will make it.

I am a woman of many skills including acting, I learned this at Camp Chippewa, due to camp counselors Gary and Becky Granger. Well not really counselors in my eyes, they were more of Dungeon torturers or prison tortures like how the old Chinese government used to do it. That play... 'Brotherhood' most definitely put my skills on display. I was proud of the misery and torture I caused that day.