Morning

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Wednesday's POV:

My eyes jetted open the second a ray of sun hit them

I slept lightly the entire night... never hitting a deep sleep.

How rather annoying.

Enid is holding onto me as if I could disappear at any moment.

I must tussle her off carefully

I gently removed Enid's grasp on my sweatshirt and untangled our legs before sitting on the edge of the bed facing the sunrise

Why does the sunrise have to be so pink... so orange...

I hear in Hawaii the sunset is at times melancholy green...

I would like to see that someday...

Enid seems like the type to enjoy a trip to Hawaii.... Maybe I could propose a trip to her. She would never accept me paying her back so possibly I could prompt it differently so she would say yes.

The trip would not be as torturous with Enid, and it could be pleasurable.

Maybe.

Pleasurable could be a stretch...

Pleasure seems so foreign

I need to clear my head...

My thoughts are entrapping me against my will, like an intoxicating trance.

I looked down at my wrist... only to find that my brands had fully healed

I sighed and pulled my hoodie sleeve back down

I need to clear my head

I went to get up but soon heard sheets move behind me and a hand grab my wrist

"....Wends....?" Enid questioned out behind me

Her voice was so raspy so groggy

"Enid?" I questioned back turning my head halfway around

"Where... are you going?" She questioned with her eyes still shut

She was half asleep...

She must have sensed my weight start to lift off the bed

"I didn't want to wake you...." I told her blankly

It wasn't an entire lie... was it?

"Then please..... Wens.... don't go." Enid groggily choked out through her sleepy state

She was clearly trying to hold onto dreaming

"As you wish...." I told her as I slid back down into the covers

We were far apart in my massive bed...

I despise this distance.

I do not permit this unwarranted distancing.

Why?

What the fuck is wrong with me....

Enid is max 3 feet away, if I had to make an estimate I would assume our closest body part was promptly 2 feet and 7 inches away.

I want to close this gap...

What the fuck happened to me?

Have I gone soft? Only for Enid.

This is utterly ridiculous and uncalled for.

This curse must be broken before I utterly lose myself

Why is Enid so intoxicating and addicting?! All at once?!

"Enid...." I questioned out barely a whisper

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