Twists of Fate: Love, Betrayal, Sacrifice

CHAPTER 13

And the next thing I know is I'm running. Faster and terrified than I ever would. I run fast. Eerie feelings creep through me as my whole body feels vulnerable.

He was there. Watching me.

I don't know what I hit. For now. I'm ready to hold on to anything. Anything for god's sake. I tremble as I hold onto the cushion. It's so plushy and soft. Tears well up in my eyes. Why was he in my room?

I don't like feeling things like these. I mumble between my tears, "God why...why did I see that"

I hear a raspy voice, cold voice, "and why are you tugging and wetting my shirt?"

OH GOD. I look up. Perfect view. Jeon Jungkook.

Y/n how can you find a cushion in the middle of the hallway?

I sniff. My eyes teary. OH GOD WHY IS THERE A FUCKED UP SENSE OF HUMOUR IN YOUR LIFE Y/N?

JUNGKOOK'S POV:

I look down at her. Her eyes are teary, red. Her face is paler than the moon as blood rushes through her cheeks, tinting them red as she realizes. I watch her tiny fists tug my t-shirt tighter. I swear to god I just came back home. Does she regret her decision to stay? Or did anybody badmouth her?

Everything I did to her flashes through my mind. Is that why?

I instantly look up at her as she mumbles between her paused, loud breaths. "I- -I"

Is she having an adrenaline rush? She doesn't seem calm. I arch my head back. OH NO! I hold her arms tight as I lead her to the nearest door. My room.

I kick open the door as I take her to my bed. I shift myself on the bed as I look her straight in the eye. "Y/n it's me. Okay? Calm down" I observe her, the high rising and falling of her chest. 

Guilt pangs through me. If it's because of me

"Y/n, try taking deep breaths. Like this....one" I give her time as she relents "Y/N NOW" She does it, as she calms. I rub her shoulders, "It's okay... It's okay" I rush to the bedside table as I pour a glass of water.

"Here. Drink this" I have to be firm. Or she won't listen. I watch her chugging down water.

Why did she have a panic attack? Suddenly, I hear a cracking sound. Thunder. In no time, she's scared. I see her flinch as she hugs me tight. I hear her muffled sobs, her hot breath fanning my chest. Her eyes are tightly closed. I let her. She's scared. I can't risk it. After what she did to me today. I know it's incomparable to what all I even did. I let her be.

I hear faint footsteps at my door. She flinches at that too as her hug grows tighter. I let her I sway my head towards the door as I see Lia, paused midway. I see her widen her eyes as she positions her fist in her mouth. I roll my eyes when she does her eye smile thing.