~Secret crush~

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Juicy's POV:

Ever since I joined the boys, I always have had a crush on Eddie. I don't know why, but everything about him is why I have a crush on him. But only Josh and Narrator know as they are the ones that can keep it a secret.  Mully can't keep secrets and would embarrass you if he got told anything about stuff like that. Even when he's drunk, it will slip out. Mully wasn't here today as he was in the hospital because of a stupid video he did with Josh. I'm kinda glad he is so he won't catch onto anything. We were all playing video games at Josh's house and having a nice chill day. We were playing Uno and decided to do teams of two, and what a surprise it was me and Eddie versus Josh and Narrator. "Aw, you've been picked with your boyfriend." Josh teases, making me blush. "He's not my boyfriend!" I whisper yell, trying not to get Eddie's attention. "Yes, he is. You're just too scared to admit it." Narrator says, making it even worse. "Oh my God, shut up!!" I yell already pissed off with them. They just laugh to themselves and whisper shit to each other. I didn't think that these two would tease me so much to the point where I would get really angry with them. We were intensly playing Uno, and I raged so hard because Josh and Narrator stacked plus fours to make me draw eight. I fell because of how clumsy I was and ended up falling onto Eddie. I don't know how it happened, but I was on top of Eddie. My cheeks turn a deep red as Eddie doesn't care and helps me up. I sat back down and heard the pair next to me whisper some more things. "Damn, Juicy, you and Eddie were nearly getting freaky!" Narrator yells out so both Eddie and I heard it. Eddie just stares at him with confusion, but I end up throwing the controller on the couch and running into the bathroom, locking the door. I slid to the floor and let all my built-up tears fall from my eyes. I sob and scream from how hurt I was. Everyone probably heard me, but I didn't care. Josh and Narrator have taken it too far and really annoyed me. I have held these feelings in my body for nearly three whole years ever since I first met Eddie. I've been trying my best not to tell anyone, but I needed to get it off my chest. I didn't want to tell Eddie yet because it would've been so sudden, and I didn't know how he would react. I told Narrator first as he is the one who will sympathise with you. Then, I told Josh as he is the leader of this group and the more mature one. I have never told Mully as he is the dumbest one of the group, and I was scared to admit my feelings towards Eddie. I didn't think that they would use my feelings against me just to tortue me everyday. It feels like shit and I hate when they do that. Every now and then, it's okay, but constant is painful. It's like they are taunting me about it and always like to tease me for it. Takes me back to high school. For being gay. I was crying and crying but couldn't stop. It felt like I couldn't breathe. I heard a knocking on the door before I nearly lost consciousness. "Juicy?! Are you okay?! Open up, please!" Eddie begs. I feel bad if I don't, so I opened the door for him and quickly closed the door, locking it again. "Juicy, come here." He demands as he pulls me into his chest. His familiar scent makes me feel happy, but I still continue to cry, still pissed off from Josh and Narrator. "Hey, what's wrong? Come on, you can tell me. You can tell me anything. You know that." He says softly, his calming voice echoing the bathroom. I pull away, still holding onto him, rubbing my nose and eyes with my sleeve. "Fuck it. Eddie. I've liked you for nearly three whole years ever since I met you and have had a crush on you since. So I didn't want to tell you because I didn't think you'd like me so I told Narrator first then Josh. I never told Mully because he would rat you out. After I told them, they have been teasing me about it and saying all this bullshit to try and piss me off. They keep toying with my feelings for you and using it to my advantage. They always make jokes when they have the opportunity and take the piss out of me. I didn't want to say anything because it would just cause them to do it more. So yeah.. they have been doing it for nearly a year. And it's never stopped." I say bawling into more tears. Eddie doesn't say anything but kisses me, pulling me into him by my waist. I was shocked at first but melted into the kiss, feeling his soft lips on mine. It felt like a dream at first. This didn't feel real to me. Kissing my best friend for three years, who was also my crush. We both pull away and look into each other's eyes. Eddie wipes my tears off my face and gives me a hug again. I couldn't feel anything because of how numb I was. Physically and mentally. "Listen to me. When we go back out there, I won't let them say anything else to you. I will tell them to shut the fuck up and mind their own business. Yes, they are my best friends, but I will not let them act like that towards you." He says with both hands on my shoulders. I simply nod and reach for the doors lock. "Oh, and by the way. I love you, Juicy. We're dating now." He says before giving me another kiss on the lips. I smile, knowing that Eddie is mine and he feels the same way. I turned the lock and opened the door, walking out with Eddie's arm around my shoulder. I do not even look at them and walk over to the couch. "Both of you, shut the fuck. We don't want to deal with your bullshit anymore. You can stop now because we're dating. So there's no need for you to make those jokes about us." Eddie sternly says before pulling me towards him. I lay my head on his chest and close my eyes, not daring to even look at them once. Eddie had his arm around my shoulder with the controller in his hand. He leaned his cheek against my head and left a lingering kiss on it. I felt myself smile before closing my eyes again, practically falling asleep to the sound of his heartbeat. I didn't hear Josh or Narrator say a single word to us, which made me thankful for the peace and quiet we got. I never expected for Eddie to now be my boyfriend. It makes me so happy that he cares for me and loves me just as much as I love him.

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