10:55 am, days later.
𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈 𝐖𝐎𝐊𝐄 𝐔𝐏 later than usual, normally i wakeup around 8 depending on the night but last night was horrible. i couldn't sleep i kept tossing and turning just talking about it gets me queasy.
i'm extremely nervous, today is the day that i get my keys and move into my college dorm thankfully i won't be super far from my parents but it's still nerve racking.
i sit up and grab my cup off the night stand and drink some water hydration is key tbh, but anyway i move the covers off and put on my ugg slippers and i walk to the bathroom.
i look in the mirror staring at my own reflection just observing, looking at stuff i don't like and do like about myself. eventually i look away and walk to the shower and cut on the water to BOILING hot.
i grab my speaker and connect it to my apple music and start playing music starting with muse by pnd once done i strip out of my pajamas.
stepping over the clothes then picking them up and throwing them in my dirty hamper, i step into the steamy shower letting the hot water wash over me soaking my hair as well. just dwelling in the moment.
i love showers.
i start off with dove unscented soap and a rag then i just start scrubbing my body getting all the dirt, then i go in with a scented dove scent, and another scented soap like bath and body works.
i exfoliate with sugar scrubs etc and the rest is just a blur, i really don't feel like writing a whole shower scene (sorry!!!)
i cut off the water opening the shower door letting the cool air hit my tanned skin, goosebumps forming at the cold sensation. no longer warm but cold while my wet hair drips down my back.
i reach below the cabinets and reach for another towel wrapping up my hair and dropping my towel after i've completely dried off.
i grab johnson and johnson baby lotion specifically the pink one and pump some out of the bottle and applying it onto my skin rubbing it in making sure i don't miss a spot.
i do NOT want dry skin thinking about it makes me shiver.
humming to skyline to playing loudly hitting my eardrums and applying scented lotion then an oil "because i'm stronger congo is downnn" once i'm done with that i put on my clothes.
something chill not too extravagant since i have alot to do like setting up my dorm seeing who i'm sharing a room with, but it's allegedly the perfect temperature.
i put on a white crop top with the sleeves kinda broken off with light baggy jeans and my signature belly piercing of course i didn't get it pierced to hide it.
i brush my teeth and wash my face, and a little skincare now listen i'm big on skincare but i'm running a tiny bit behind because i preferred me to already be ready but i'm just now starting my makeup.
i use some milk primer and used some skin tint then i contour , every since we've moved i'm losing my tan day by day sigh. anyway i do my eyebrows which i filled them in and brushed them out.
then i put on some highlighter on my nose and curl my lashes then curl again then mascara, then i add bronzer after all that i do my lip combo which is different everyday so today i did dark dark pink almost brown and lipgloss.
i grab my revlon hot brush and just dry and brush my hair at the same time giving it a natural at home blowout, then i put on my cross necklace and then i'm done.
i put on white air forces just because i'm feeling super lazy, then i grab my suitcase, car keys, my extra makeup bag and stuff i didn't pack in my suitcase. i head downstairs and hug my mom, dad and sisters telling them i'd be okay and i'd call them when i got there.
