Physical love

36.

"How was your day?" Lando asked, putting his stuff down as we walked in his suite.

"Good, nothing too special" I looked around his suite. He always got the biggest rooms, not that I was complaining.

Not at all, because I liked the view. He always got the nicest views as well.

Walked to the balcony, sighed as I looked around. It was such a circus down there, in the paddock, but it was peaceful up here.

Lando walked after me, stood behind me and wrapped his arms around me, his head on my shoulder.

"Beautiful right?" He asked softly. "Yeah it's amazing"

He kissed my shoulder, my neck, his hands were going down my body.

I knew what he was doing, I just didn't understand why he would do it. We just talked about it yesterday. Said I wasn't ready to take the next step yet.

I wanted to take it slow. Didn't I tell him that?

"Anyways, we need to have a talk" I said, pushed his hands away and turned around to face him. "About what?"

"About a lot" I pulled him with me, sat down on the bed and he crawled next to me.

We ordered room service, ate the food in bed while we talked.

"So Max was happy that we are..-" he stopped, he probably didn't want to say something wrong. "dating" I finished his sentence.

"Yes he was actually okay with it, don't think he's happy about it though" I laughed.

He definitely wasn't happy about it.

"Didn't expect that, but hopefully he will leave you alone" Lando said, sipping from his drink.

"Don't worry about it" I chuckled. Threw our empty boxes in the trash and sat down on the bed again. "What's up between Sophie and you?"

"Literally nothing?" He answered, raised his eyebrow even a little as if I just offended him. "She just starts talking to me, we only talk for about 2 minutes a day"

"Hmm" I mumbled.

"What? You don't believe me?"

I shrugged. "Did you tell her we kissed?"

"No, I would never tell her something like that" he said, smirked a little after that. "Are you jealous?"

"No, I just don't trust her"

Even though she never really did anything to betray my trust, it was just a feeling.
Milan felt the same about her, so it wasn't just me.

"Who cares about her" he shrugged, pushed me down on the bed and crawled on top of me. "I only love you"

Love? Were we at that point yet?

His lips brushed against my lips, down to my neck, leaving little pecks down my collarbone.

"Lando.." I mumbled, his hands were already unbuttoning my pants.

I don't know what happened, don't know why he was acting like this?

"Yes?" He asked, brushed his hands down the sides of my body and pulled my pants lower.

"Stop" I raised my voice, put my hands on his chest and pushed him off my body.

"What the fuc-?" He frowned, looked mad.

Why the fuck was he mad?

"I told you I wanted to wait!" I got up, put my pants back on. "Pretty impressive that you can't even respect that"

"Wait? You said you wanted this?" He looked at me, all confused.

"No I fucking didn't? Are you deaf or something?" Grabbed my things, walked to the door. "You're just like Max, but at least he was honest about it"

"Wow wow..-" he got up as well, wanted to grab my hand but I quickly pulled it away. Didn't want him to touch me. "I genuinely love you, I swear"

"Stop saying you love me just to get in my pants" opened the door, walked out his room. "I thought you were different Lando"

I walked away so quickly, and he didn't run after me, another proof that he just didn't care.

Unfortunately, I couldn't go back to my room because I was sure Myliza and Milan were there.

I literally only had one place I could go to.