Four years after Hana's passing, Aleki has gone through so much depression and anxiety that he would attempt suicide to reunite with his late Love.
However, Yuria Tauchi, Aleki's longtime friend, saved him from death and convinced him that it wasn't...
Well, it's been many months later, and it's past May 23rd, the very same day where everyone lost a star in the sky, and someone many consider their best friend, who happened to be my fiancée, Hana Kimura.
I loved her so much and it's been four years since she's gone.
I was broken. I don't think anyone could ever understand how her death impacted my life, trying to join her in the afterlife, cutting myself, and just wanting to be with her again.
When I was cutting myself, I did it above the wrist, near my elbow, and I wanted to die slowly and just finally be reunited with her, but when Yuria found me in my hotel room, she called an ambulance after bandaging my forearm the best she could.
When the EMTs arrived and took me to the hospital, I didn't want them to fix me. I wanted to reunite with Hana and be with her, but they didn't listen and fixed me up anyway.
I would eventually get talked into not doing it ever again by Kyoko, Arata, and Yuria, as I broke down crying when they begged me not to do the same that Hana had done.
To this day, I have a tattoo to remind myself to not do it again as it's a tribute to Hana and it's to remind myself that she's always with me, no matter where I go and what I do.
And not only that, I wanted to cover it up so people won't see the scar. They may not see the scar underneath the tattoo, but if they look very closely, they'll see a bit of a bump, so that's something I wanted to cover up and not have a bit of a problem.
Luckily, everyone has been blessed with the North Korea of morals and values that I happen to hold dearly to my heart, so I can't exactly show what the scar looked like before I cover it up with the tattoo because I know it'll trigger something within not just me, but with some people who have been in the same shit that I went through.
I can't show off the scar, but I can show off my ink:
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
At the very bottom, right below the joint was where the scar is and I'm really glad I covered it up. It's barely visible and nobody can see it, even if they have reading glasses.
And with me being stretchered in the hospital with bandages and other stuff that mainly has to do with my suicidal attempt of reuniting with Hana in the afterlife and there are pictures of that.
(A/N: Obviously, I'm not gonna put up a picture of what the cuts look like for Aleki's story because if I did, Wattpad would probably send assassins to my front doorstep.)
Anyway, I asked Hunter if I can take a week off to visit my mom in Tokyo.
Okay, Kyoko really isn't my mom, but she treats me like I'm her son, and I really love her to death.
I managed to get the "okay" from Hunter and I was able to get a flight to Tokyo, and find her and Isao's house.
I knew where it was by heart and I really wanted to see her, especially when it's anniversary of Hana passing away. I know she would want to see me.
