If you let me love you.. (Season II)

chapter six

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Athar's POV
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I looked at the time, it was 10:45 pm in the night. I was in my study doing some office work. I was so engrossed in working that I didn't realise when so much time passed.

I stood up from the chair and stretched my body. My muscles felt sore, after sitting for so long. I headed to my room.

I am always the most restless at night, when everyone else is sleeping, I'm thinking about my past, and burning in fire.

I came to my room, did my night routine and laid on the bed to sleep. I closed my eyes.

"What did you think I'm in love with you?"

"I will never come when you will call me, who the hell you are for me?"

"You are just like any other boy for me, there's nothing special about you"

"Just because I spent some time with you, you thought you had made a place in my heart, oh come on"

Her voice, her stinging words hurt my ears, and my brain. My eyes shot up open, and I sat straight.

The restlessness in my heart increased, I felt like someone was choking me, I picked up my phone and my earphone and plugged it into my ears, I played the music at high volume.

"I am done with you"

"You are really boring, seriously no fun at all"

"I never want to see you in my life again"

"Who the hell you are for me?"

"Don't touch me"

My mind went numb, I went to another world. It's just her and me in this world, I love spending time with her in this world.

This world belongs to me, to her and our memories together. 

She laughed like crazy, for a second I forgot everything, my efforts for her, my burnt hand and everything rest, all that mattered at the moment was her beautiful laugh, I wish I could capture this moment and keep somewhere safe.

Ya Allah never make this girl stop being so happy, I can lose anything just to see her happy.

I shook my head and concentrated on the bowl she was holding.

"I woke up early today just to make pasta for you, and you are making fun of me? You have not even tried it" I pouted

"Oh! This is pasta!" She said "thank God you told me, otherwise I would have never guessed it" she mocked me, I rolled my eyes.

"I will never put efforts in anything for you ever in my life, it was my first and the last time" I acted like a little upset child.

"Awww you got upset!" She pulled my cheeks

I removed her hands and turned my face away.

"Ok baba, I'm sorry. I love this pasta, so what if it doesn't look like pasta, so what if it is over cooked, so what if it has become a huge lump, so what if it smells funny, so what if i......"

"Enough! You are making too much fun of me, I'm not going to stay here, I'm leaving" I got up, but she quickly held my hand.

"Sorry, sorry." She smiled. "This is the best pasta ever, wait I'll try it" she took a spoonful and put it in her mouth, she tried hard to maintain a normal expression, but I could see how hard she was trying not to show her dislike.