In the Moshpit - Joost Klein

27.

"So, what are your plans after Eurovision in the music aspect?" The radio interviewer whose name was Alfred asked me.

"I talked with a producer, who is actually my guitarist on stage, Emil Falk about doing some music together. I'm not sure where it's going to get us, but I hope we can create something awesome" I smiled at him while my eyes were completely closed behind my sunglasses.

I hadn't closed my eyes a single time last night. Joost and I kept telling ourselves that we would start sleeping but kept on talking and laughing all night.

It was a bonding night for us. Just laughing in each other's arms while doing small innocent touches. He never tried to go further than a hand on my thigh which I loved and hated. As sweet as it was that he was being respectful I also knew it was probably because he was afraid of hurting me. 

I didn't want to be looked at as some broken doll. I wanted him to want me and not hold back because he was afraid of causing a reaction. Sometimes I wished he didn't know about my past because I thought it would be easier to be in a relationship. However, I was glad he knew that he knew, I was just sick of it holding him back.

"And what about the personal aspect? Plans to travel the whole wide world or getting a new pet?" Alfred asked.

"I think I might move somewhere else, maybe Berlin or something along those lines. I went to the pre-party in Berlin and was quickly reminded of how much I love the city" I answered.

"Haven't you already lived in Berlin before? And why did you leave the city in the first place?" He asked.

"Yes, I did live there from the age of 18 to 21 but moved back to Denmark again since my career was doing better there than in Berlin. But now I have just concluded that I want to create music for myself and not for others" I said. It was mainly Aslan who made me do the move back to Denmark, since he had gotten into some trouble with a few people in Berlin, but I wasn't about to expose him for that on the morning radio.

"Have you thought about collaborating with any other artist from Eurovision? I know for a fact the Dutch producer even lives in Berlin so maybe that could be an option" Alfred did a little smile. He was one of the better interviewers who I had stumbled upon, so I wasn't dreading every question. Only a little bit but that was only because I was so tired.

"I didn't even know that. I went out with the Dutch representative in Berlin, but he told me nothing about Teun living in the city. I'm actually quite pissed about that one, Teun is so nice and even better if I could have had 2 more weeks with him" I said.

"This might be overstepping the line but what if you called up Joost to confront him about it?" Alfred had an unsure look on his face which indicated that he truly wasn't out to go over my boundaries. 

"I'll call him up right now and confront him" I smiled while pulling my phone out of my pocket.

I dialled his number, and it took a few rings before he picked up. The clock was only 7am so I understood why.

"Hi honey, everything alright?" He said with a hoarse sleepy voice. It was kind of hot to be honest.

"You're live on the radio right now" I chuckled.

"Oh...fuck....I mean how are you doing this lovely morning Miss Raven" He cleared his voice.

"I have something to confront you about" I tried sounding a bit more serious to make the topic seem more interesting.

"Fuck did you find out I stole your cigs last night" He immediately just busted himself without any confrontation. I should confront him more often if he was going to be so honest about it.