Freya Mikaelson x Y/n

Chapter 30 : I'm sorry

I frowned as a memory resurfaced. I was on a bridge with the man who took me to the airport out of New Orleans seven years ago... Marcel, my mentor. How did I forget him ? And Elijah ripped out his heart. Then I was on top of Freya putting pressure on her wound. Freya… the girl I always meet in a bar...I love her… No. I love Antoinette…. But do I ?

I looked up, seeing that my fiance was going to rip out Hayley's heart.

“We might be orphans, and grew up without siblings, but you Hayley Marshall are the closest thing I ever had to a sister, I told her truthfully.”

As another memory came back to me, I told Antoinette to let Hayley go.

“ Let her go Darling, I said softly, still confused about my feelings for her.
- You know I can't do that, Sweetheart.
- Please, I pleaded not wanting to hurt her.
- I have too, she said. I need to avenge my mother. Maybe she was right, the hybrids, this abomination will be our downfall.
- I'm sorry, Antoinette, but I am an abomination too then, I said vamping to her before breaking her arm making her let go of Hayley.
- What are you doing ?! Antoinette yelled at me, attacking me.
- Protecting my sister and my niece, I answered unsure of the terms vamping outside with her breaking the door in the process.
- I'll never stop chasing them. They're a danger to the supernatural world, she said, looking at me with a mixture of love and anger.
- So am I….
- You're not a Mikaelson… she said softly. You’re so much better than them, she said putting her hand on my cheek softly.
- Hayley isn't one, I said not letting myself soften.
- She's in love with one ! And had a daughter with another ! She yelled trying to push me away but I was stronger.
- And I’m in love with one too, I’m sorry Antoinette. I really do love you, but I think I love her more. Her place in my heart would never be filled by someone else. I always have and always will choose her.
- Y/n…I…Maybe you're no better than them… she said her voice slightly breaking.
- At least we agree on this, Darling. Right now, you are a threat to my family, I added taking off her daylight ring and our wedding ring stepping back from her. I'm sorry… I whispered.”

I watched her catch fire, as she yelled in pain before it all stopped. I threw the daylight ring to Hayley, who lost her werewolf side before I fell to my knees. So many emotions ran through me, so many memories flashed through my eyes, so many tears ran down my face, so much pain. That's all I was feeling pain and some kind of relief.
I wanted to stop feeling at all, to turn it off, to be free from this mess. I closed my eyes, ready to do it, when I felt a hand on my shoulder and someone kneeling next to me.

“ Y/n, open your eyes, look at me, said a feminine voice. It's Hayley, your sister. Look at me. Don’t you dare turn it off, I'm not losing you. Not now, not again.
- First time you called me like this out loud, I smiled a bit looking at her through my teary eyes.
- You kinda left, she said with a slight bitter tone.
- I'm sorry, I didn't want to forget all of you, but the Hollow was too strong. Is too strong. I can feel it right now like my head is freaking hurting since I came back to New Orleans. I didn’t want to hurt any of you, and I could hear it talking to me to kill all of you… I…I
- I know Witchy it’s okay, I’m here, she said hugging me before helping me stand up.
- I missed you, Wolfy, I said reciprocating her hug before letting her go and looking at the wedding ring.
- You loved her ? Hayley asked sincerely without an ounce of judgment.
- I did, but now that I remember, I know I love Freya more, I’ve spent seven years with Antoinette, but Freya… God Freya is something I could never feel again, I always love her. But it still hurt to lose Antoinette even if she tried to kill you and kinda Hope too.
- Speeking of which… Hayley trailed off seeing her daughter at the now broken door.
- Aunty Y/n ? She asked with tears in her eyes before running to me and jumping into my arms.
- Hey, little one, I chuckled softly, wiping my tears. You definitely grew up a few inches since the last time I saw you. More powerful, too, I said, sensing her magic stronger than before.
- I practised, she smiled.
- You’ll have to show me your new tricks then, because last time I saw you doing magic, it was because Hayley called me saying 911 to teach you spells since you were bored. Not your mother's finest move, I said, earning a punch in the shoulder for Hayley.
- Y/n y/l/n, be careful Witchy, she smiled.
- Such a mom, I laughed putting the wedding ring I was still holding and mine into my pocket.
I… excuse me for a sec, I said walking toward Roman who was sitting in a corner crying.
I'm sorry about your mother and sister, I said kneeling next to him.
- It shouldn't have been her. It's all our mother's fault… all of this hatred… he said between cries.
- I'll make it right, I promise. I'll stop your mother sect. All of them will be gone. You're free Roman, live your life. You don’t have to be afraid anymore. You can be whoever you want to be.
- Thank you Y/n for coming here for me. I'm sorry for your fiance, I know you loved her. And tell Hope I really liked her. I wasn't pretending.
- She'll know, don't worry, I promised before hugging him softly.
- Y/n, I know you loved my sister, but don't beat yourself over her death. We were too influenced by our mother to see things differently. But you are right, every supernatural being deserves to be treated with respect, hybrids, or tribrid are like everyone else, he smiled before standing up. I hope we'll see each other under better circumstances one day, he said vamping away.
- Me too, Roman, me too… I muttered.”

AN: I apologized in advance for the short chapter, I had a problem with one of my exam in Uni anddd Taylor Swift concert so I barely slept lmao