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Death of me

July 8th 2023

I really was going down the dark hole again, a hole I fought so hard to get out of before. I've barely eaten in the past couple of days, I don't know what to do. But I have to go take photos of the girls or literally anything maybe just maybe that will help, I pull myself out of bed have a shower do my routine fill Koda's bowl with food and more water, grab my camera and more lenses then left, it was a late practice today plus I'm already late, so the sun was setting as I was walking to the gym there was a beautiful sunset, I grab my phone and take a quick photo adding it to my story on instagram.

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I see Kate's reply but I just can't reply back to her, I don't want her wasting her money on coming all the way out here for me, I'll be fine hopefully. I walk into the gym grab my camera out and start taking photos. The practice was a good one everyone was having fun and there was smiles all around which I love to see on the girls. It ended with a meeting I got a photo of Azzi in the meeting just because it made me laugh at little bit. As the meeting concluded Ice comes over to me, "Hey Ce, we gonna go get some food did you want to come?" Food sounds good but I just can't bring myself to eat, "Sorry Ice next time I promise, gotta edit these photos and post them and then I've got some homework." "That's all good, just don't overwork yourself, okay?" I just smile and nod, I hate lying to my best friend that I'm okay when I'm not but I just don't know how to tell her. I get back to my apartment and head to my desk to start editing and doing homework, I wasn't lying when I said I had homework I really do, I haven't been doing it lately.

I finish editing the photos and post them to the uconnwbb instagram, as well as posting on my own instagram of my little corner of homework I have setup.

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uconnwbb practice with special guest and Azzi being board in a meeting.

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celinemonroe homework might be the death of me if not then I will be the death of me.

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