Today we were leaving the lake while her family is staying but I leave tomorrow night, so we were leaving today. We've decided we would leave later in the afternoon or tonight just so we can spend more time with her family.
We had another chill day, Kate even held her nephew and I got a cute photo of it but looking at it now I could get use to that sight like she's hot normally but her with a baby in her arms oh god kill me now.
Kate's sister Kennedy actually let me hold Carson, I was freaking out at first because I've never held a baby before, after awhile I was use to it he was just laying on my chest and it was adorable. I hear Kate take a photo of me and I couldn't help but smile, Carson is so cute and now I want a baby.
"I want a baby" I say aloud everyone just laughs "how about when your not 22" Kate tells me and I look at her with a pout "but I would make cute babies" "yes you would but we are a bit young" we? Was she meant to say that? "We?" "I meant you" "mhm sure" I roll my eyes and look back down at Carson and smile again, I can't help it he's just so adorable.
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kennedymartin He loves you ↳ celinemonroe And I love him, thank you for letting me hold him ↳ kennedymartin anytime 🫶🏼
ice.bradyy I feel replaced ↳ paigebueckers Same Ice ↳ nikamuhl ^ ↳ azzifudd ^ ↳ kamoreaarold ^
katemartin Cuties 🤍 ↳ celinemonroe He really is ↳ katemartin you are too ↳ celinemonroe mhm
jorwhite is that yours? Yuck who would want a baby with you? ↳ paigebueckers GTFO Jordyn ↳ azzifudd Fuck off ↳ katemartin who the fuck are you? ↳ jorwhite katemartin ask Celine she'll know and paigebueckers azziefudd the fuck yall gonna do? I ain't scared.
After I seen Jordyn's comment I completely shut down, I got up from the couch and went straight to mine and Kate's room like a robot. How the hell? Why the hell? Why is she back in my life? We broke up like 2 years ago, why does seeing her name and her commenting on my post do this to me? Why am I about to have a panic attack because of her.
I am having a panic attack because of her, I'm sitting against the headboard of the bed hyperventilating and crying because of this girl. I don't even know how long it's been but Kate walks into the room and when she sees me she gets worried and comes right to my side.
"Hey hey what's wrong?" "Jordyn" she nods her head like she knows what I am on about but I know she doesn't but I can't speak I'm hyperventilating way too much, "Ce you need to calm down a little and talk to me" "I can't" I stutter out through my tears and she hugs me but it doesn't help.
Her hugs usually always make me better but it's not this time and I feel like I am about to pass out, she pulls back from the hug "look I have an idea which might help, can I try it?" Gosh this girl is amazing no matter what she is always asking if it's okay with me. I nod my head found it hard to get even one word at now.
Her hands are on my cheeks and all of a sudden she leans in and kisses me, she kisses me. She is kissing me oh my god.
