Sadness is a conflicting emotion.
I find that that feeling visits me more often than any of the others.
I cannot simply explain it because all in all,
No one is ever going to understand it to the extent to make sense.
To the extent that I need them to understand.
It's been a domino effect for the last couple of weeks
Only there are brief pauses where I get to catch my breath
And I get the relief that I needed.
This sadness isn't the same kind that invites the stigma of depression either.
It's the kind that makes you wish some things didn't change
You can talk about it until it's resolved
Most people don't want to listen to the same conversation more than once
It's "annoying"
Then there adds another domino
And you're just waiting for that one day you can breathe again
To feel that sigh of relief
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How It Was VS How It's Going
PuisiThese are semi short poems that helped me think about what I was feeling within relationships and myself. I hope these help others or inspire them to not bottle up everything, it will eventually eat you alive. I have plans on publishing them but th...
