Heartbreak Boy

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You call me up

its like a broken record

saying that your heart hurts

and  you'll never get over him getting over you

"I just miss him so much Dan!" Phil sobbed into the phone.

"You'll get over him.." Dan tried to calm him down.

"How do you know?"

Dan was Phil's best friend, and best friends are always there for each other right? So why did Dan feel so terrible? It may sound selfish but he was jealous. He wanted to be able to take Phil and hold him, he wanted to make Phil forget about his ex and just have him all to himself.

But Phil could never forget about Charlie, Charlie was always so good to Phil. This was the third night in a row that Phil had called Dan over the phone, and Dan just wanted to tell Phil about how he really feels about him.

Dan wasn't a terrible person, but he was ecstatic when Phil came to him sobbing about Charlie when they first broke up a few days ago. Ever since they had met a few years back, Dan was always pretty flirty with Phil, but he couldn't control that.

And you end up crying

And I end up lying,

Cause I'm just a sucker for anything that you do.

"I know because you're strong, you don't need somebody like Charlie to make you happy. I'm sure that there is somebody else just as nice as him just waiting for you with open arms." Dan said in a soothing tone.

Phil's sobs became softer but still audible into the phone. "Thanks Dan.. I've got to go, you're a great friend, I'm sorry that I have been bothering you so much lately."

"You haven't been bothering me." That was a lie. The fact that Phil just threw Dan into the 'friend zone' bothered him quite a lot.

And when the phone call finally ends,

You say, "Thanks for being a friend,"

 And we're going in circles again and again

Dan went to bed that night, and as usual all he can think about is Phil. It sounds so cliché but its the truth. Dan thought about what it would be like to hold Phil's hand, or to cuddle him. But the thing that made him feel sick with excitement, was what it would be like to kiss Phil.

He would create cheesy scenarios in his head involving the two best friends.

What would it be like if Phil were here with me right now, I just want to dream with him. I just want to be able to hold him in my arms, and give him lots of kisses.

Dan just smiled into his comforter and remembered all of the cute things that Phil would do. Like how his tongue would peek out the side of his mouth when he smiled really big. Or how much he loved animals. Everyday Dan would be greeted with a new animal fact from Phil. Who could blame him for crushing on him so much?

I dedicate this song to you,

The one who never sees the truth,

 That I can take away your hurt, heartbreak boy.

 Hold you tight straight through the day light,

 I'm right here. When you gonna realize

 That I'm your cure, heartbreak boy?

Phil called Dan up again. "Hey Phil, Dan spoke first."

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