TO THE STUBBORN MATE

The past

Jimin pov
"Do you want me to bring breakfast? "
Taehyung asked me.
"Yes, I'm not feeling well"I confessed. My whole body feels light. I don't know why
I got those scene in my head. I don't remember anything from childhood.
"Ok, go freshen up. I'll bring breakfast."
Taehyung pushed me to the bathroom. I quickly cleaned myself and came out of the bathroom. Taehyung was sitting in two places filled with pancake and waffles.
"Let's eat," I told him and started eating.
Ring ring ring
Taehyung took the phone call, it's seems important.
"Ok. I'll just check and email you."
"Jimin, wait here. My laptop is In my room. I have to send an email"
He was waiting for my answer. I nodded at him. He left to do his work. Taehyung  closed the door on his way back.
I ate a small potion, I don't feel to eat more now.
So I just lay down and stared at the ceiling. I want to go home. But I don't want to leave taehyung here. I'm sure, he took this position for me.
Knock knock
Why would taehyung knock?
"Come in" I yelled. The door opened revealing jeongguk on the other side. Panic started to rise in my body. Taehyung isn't here, what if he slaps me again?
"Jimin, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you. I just got out of control. I was so happy for us. But Lisa got pregnant. But I can't abandon her. She's carrying my baby. Please understand. "
"What do you want me to do? I asked him staring directly at him. I want to know where I stand in this relationship.
"I want you to be with me"
"And Lisa" I arched my eyebrows at him.
"She won't have any problem"
"I don't want to live as your mistress"
"It's not like that, I like you, jimin, you are my mate"
He confessed to me.
"And yet you couldn't keep your things in your pants"
"It's not like I'm not the only one" He irritatingly said.
"What do you mean?"
I asked him.
"You weren't a virgin"
How dare he? I save everything for my mate. And he dares to lie.
"I regret giving you my Virginity. You are nothing but an asshole"
"Don't turn the table on me. You weren't a virgin. There's wasn't even single blood on the bedsheet. " He said while rolling his eyes.
Then I remember there wasn't any blood
Suddenly something hit my head, and someone started to undress me. It was my childhood self. I was 9years old. The man undressed me I wiggle to let go of his touch. He touched me everywhere were nobody supposed to touch me. He kissed my whole body. I try to push him back with my small body. He slapped me across my face. My head hit on the floor from the impact. I started to lose consciousness. Last thing I remember some stinking pain in my lower Abdomen. And I realized I was getting raped. It wasn't a
nightmare or anything.
It was the fact. The memory buried in my head. The same thing happened every day. He uses me every day and tosses me around the corner. My breath hitched. I started to lose my consciousness. Then again the scene flashed in front of me. This time his pulling my head towards his lower organ. I gagged.
"Jimin, please wake up."
I recognize the voice it's jeongguk. But I was lost in my memory. I couldn't come back to reality.
"What did you do to her" I heard taehyung yelling at jeongguk. I want to tell him he didn't do anything. But I lost my voice in the process.
Suddenly a warm body pressed into my body. The person caressed my hair and was saying soothing words. I started to open my eyes slowly. Taehyung
He hugged me "It's the second time. What happened to you" He asked me.
I cried into his chest.
"Taehyung I got my childhood memory back"
I heard taehyung took a long break. I heard some cracking noise. I look back, jeongguk had thrown the flower pot on the floor.
He looks so angry.
"What did you see?" Taehyung asked me not showing anything that jeongguk also in the same room. But I couldn't hold back. I want to tell him or else I'll be buried with these horrible memories.
"Someone---someone raped me, every day, he beats then force himself on me. I was just a 9-year-old boy. How could he do this to me? I feel disgusted with
myself"
"Don't, you are an angel who fought from too much pain. You are a warrior.
Don't let the past conquer your future.
Your future is in your hand" He told me.
I nodded at him
I heard a door slammed means jeongguk left.
"Jungkook__"
"He knows everything"
"What? How? "I asked him confused.
"It's not my place to tell you. He will tell you when he's ready" I nodded. "How come I didn't have any single
memory until now"
"Because your wolf hides it from your memory and which also helped him to keep the memory secret to himself.
Everyone knows eventually you will get your memory after yoongi brought you back your soul"
"I'm sorry jimin, I didn't want you to go through this again. But I lost control of the memory when they captured me.'
"It's not your fault. I'm happy that you hide those horrible things from me. I don't want to remember it either. But I
feel bad myself because you go through this every day. That's you always tired and sleeping the whole day. "
"It's ok. We will move on from this cursed past. "
She then blocked me, probably going to sleep again. I looked at taehyung who lost in thoughts.
I waved at him, he's still in some land.
I pinched his ear.
"Ouch. why did you pinch me"
"Because you were lost in somewhere?
Who is messing with your mind? " I smirked at him.
" Someone?"
"Who's that someone? " I asked him again.
"Is it a girl or a boy? " I impatiently asked again.
"Yes," He simply answered. A smile brought to my lips. Ohh my best friend got a crush. I see.
"Who's the one?"
"You." He replied and left the room.
My body went still from his reply. He was thinking about me? Why? Maybe he's worried about me. I should be more careful. I don't want him to worry about me anymore. He already has too many works to do.
I called mom and dad. He told me to stay with them for few days. He already talked about it to jeongguk. Jeongguk will drop me at home today evening. Not that jeongguk told me anything about this, it's my dad who told me about my unknown departure from here, I only packed necessary things as I already have tons of clothes back home.
Beep beep.
I checked my phone. It was a message from jeongguk
Jeongguk: Be ready at 4 pm. I'll drop you at your home.
I didn't answer him. I have to tell taehyung.
I called taehyung, he told me he's on the training ground and will come for lunch.
I decided to tell him when he comes for lunch.
It's past lunchtime. Taehyung still not here.
I'm waiting for him in the kitchen.
Three more hours passed nothing from him. He's not even picking his phone. It's almost time to go. I go to my room and
changes my outfit and put on my backpack.
I decided to leave him a message on the way back home. Taehyung was waiting outside when I stepped out, I climbed into the car followed by jeongguk .
Jimin - I'm going home for few days. Will see you when I come back. Will miss you.
He didn't reply, maybe he's busy. Jeongguk didn't talk anything and, I'm more than happy about it. Finally, I'm going back home. We reached there after two hours long journey.
Dad and mom were waiting outside.
I climbed out of the car and hugged them both.
"Let's go inside, " Mom also invited jeongguk. I rolled my eyes and dashed into the house.
"I need to see jhope" jeongguk suddenly said.
I don't have any updates about jhope too. I decided to pay him visit.
"He is in jhope's room," Dad said and walked to his room. I followed him.
Jhope was sitting in the bed, lost in thoughts.
"How's his condition? " I asked mom.
"He didn't speak anything, he couldn't walk anymore. The doctor told us he will walk but it will take some time"
"How long? And why didn't he talk?"
Jeongguk asked this time,
"Doctor told us, it's because of the trauma. He needs more time"
Is he sexually assaulted?" Did I ask merously?
No, but they tortured him enough to break him," Mom told us. My breath pitched how can he handle
everything-
I looked at mom she was crying and dad was holding her back "What about yoongi, how's holding him?
"He's not in the good state, he's trying to locate who did this to him and why?"
I'm also confused why did they do this to him. It's too much. What do they want from him?