TO THE STUBBORN MATE

Taehyung

Taehyung Pov
"Do you want me to bring breakfast? " I asked him.
I don't know why I'm feeling so stressed when I see him like this, being sad. Why it is making me so vulnerable.
"Yes, I'm not feeling well" he confessed.
I'll do everything to make him happy. I don't want to see him upset about anything, especially regarding jeongguk.
"Ok, go freshen up. I'll bring breakfast."
I pushed him to the bathroom. I quickly goes to the kitchen and made her breakfast. I will eat with him too.
I sat down on his bed with two places filled with pancake and waffles.
"Let's eat," he told me and started eating
Ring ring ring
Ring ring
I took the phone call, it seems important
"I got the information," Steven said. He always deals with my issue. I want to know more about this problem.
"Ok. I'll just check and email you."
"Jimin, wait here. My laptop is in my room. I have to send an email"
I was waiting for him reply. I don't want to leave if he  doesn't want me to. He nodded at me I ran to my room, checked the email.
The information took my consciousness.
Should I be happy with this information or worried about it? I'll have to talk to the elder about it.
When I came back to his room, he was shivering, his breathing isn't normal. Oh god, he's getting panic attack again.
What the hell is jeongguk doing here. It's because of him he's in this condition.
Anger spread through my body.
"What did you do to him" I yelling at jeongguk.
I ran to jimin's side and wrapped my arms around him body and pulled him closer to me. I said soothing words to him  and caressed his hair. I guess he  is breathing back to normal. Why is the keep happening? What is triggering his  mind? "It's the second time. What happened to you " I asked him.
He cried into my chest.
"Taehyung I got my childhood memory back"
What did he just say? He got his memory back. Means everything jeongguk and his family hiding from him. The dark past about his childhood. Why did he  get back his memory? He wasn't supposed to get back it. What did he see in it? Did he remember everything or just a piece of memory? Then I heard a crash sound I looked back, the flower pot is broken. Jeongguk must have thrown it on anger. I don't have time to deal with his shit.
"What did you see?" I asked him not showing anything that jeongguk also in the same room. I don't want him to feel uncomfortable. He can say it wants to, I won't force him to tell everything.
"Someone---someone raped me every, every day, he beats then force himself on me. I was just a 9-year-old boy. How could he do this to me? I feel disgusted by myself"
My heart clenched. He remembers everything now. How is he going to overcome these memories? I hope he will forget about it and move on.
"Don't, you are an angel who fought from too much pain. You are a warrior.
Don't let the past conquer your future.
Your future is in your hand" I comforted him.
He nodded at me. I heard a door slammed means jeongguk left.
"Jeongguk__" Before he can complete his sentence I answered for him.
"He knows everything"
"What? How? "He asked me.
I know what happened with them. Not everything, but almost everything they had tortured enough in their childhood.
I guess jeongguk did suffer too much too. He lost his parents that day.
"It's not my place to tell you. He will tell you when he's ready" I nodded.
"How come I didn't have any single memory until now"
Jin warned yoongi that he will get his memory back. But everyone felt relaxed when he didn't remember anything when he woke up.
"Because your wolf hides it from your memory and which also helped him to keep the memory secret to himself.
Everyone knows eventually you will get your memory after yoongi brought you back your soul"
Scar tried his best. If it wasn't for him, jimin's childhood must be disastrous.
Scar, his name gives me chills. I don't know why I feel happy when jimin talk's about his wolf. His wolf is cute,
stubborn and savage. I want to see hi
one day. I was so focused on Scar.
When I felt some pain, the hell he is pinching me.
"Ouch. why did you pinch me" I asked him rubbing the area where he pinched me.
"Because you were lost in somewhere?
Who is keep messing with the mind?"
He smirked at me. He doesn't have any single clue that I was thinking about his  wolf, his soul.
" Someone? "I teased him.
"Who's that someone?" I asked him again.
"Is it a guy?" He impatiently asked me again.
"Yes"
Lol, he's is curious.
"Who's he?"
I should answer him this time. "You" I simply answered him and left the room.
He must be lost in thoughts now.
Beep beep
Steven: I arranged an appointment with Elder Stefan for you. Meet him in 45 minutes. Ask him more about this situation.
Taehyung : Okay, Thanks, lad.
I rushed outside and hopped in the car and started the engine. What would he say now? Is there even any problem? Or I'm just crushing over him.
I reached there on time. And walked to his room as Steve told me. I reached in front of the room and knocked. No answer. I knocked again no
response. Did he already leave? I checked the time. I'm not even late. I
should put my phone on silent mode. It must be disrespectful if it keeps ringing when I'm having a conversation with him.
On the third knock, I heard someone say
"Coming"
I opened the door to a man in his 30s sitting on the king-sized chair. He looks younger than I thought but I'm not a fool. He must be more than 100 years old.
"Taehyung? "
"Yes, Elder" I answered him. He told me to sit. I felt more awkward now. What do I say? I have feeling for my best friend and he already has a mate? Do they have a solution? Really?
"What do you want to about it?"
He asked me.
I scratch my neck,
"I--"
"You Don't need to feel awkward. Steven already hinted to me about your situation. "
Thank god. I feel more relaxed now.
"I don't have any mate, but now I started to feel attached to my best friend. I don't know but I felt more connected with his wolf. The problem is he  already have a mate it. Then why I'm getting these vibes. I'm so confused. I don't know how to tell him about it."
"Okay, calm down. So you have a feeling for someone else's mate?" He asked me again.
"Don't say it like that? I feel ashamed"
I confessed to him. I feel ashamed of myself that I'm feeling this kind of things with jimin.
"You don't have to be ashamed. So you feel mate bond with his wolf? " He asked me.
Do I feel it?
"I guess so" I answered him.
"Does he feel the same way? Or showed you anything sort of it? " This question is what I'm afraid of? Does he have a feeling for me? More than friends? I don't know.
"I don't know. But he feels relaxed around me when she's having a panic attack. Today he was panicked even with his  mate but got relaxed when I comforted him. "
I explained to him. I don't know that makes any sense though.
"So that's the case" I nodded at him.
"I think he is your second mate, but you have to confirm it. It's rare to have two mates. Bring him next time here. I'll see what's the reason why you became his second mate."
"Mate" I whispered. "Yes, but keep it confidential, until we find out why did he have two mates.
And why you are his second mate"
"Okay"
"You may go now. Bring him next time"
He told me.
"Ok, I'll. thank you" I bow down and left the room.
So jimin is my second mate, which means Scar is mine too. I thought I was a loner when I didn't find my mate yet. But he was around all these days.
Why didn't I figured it out? Maybe it's because of jeongguk. I don't know. I have to tell him about it. I don't know what's going to be his reaction though. I pulled my phone to call him, but I met with soo many missed calls from him. Why did he call too many times? Did something happened? Eh?
One message too. I opened the message.
Jimin - I'm going home for few days. I'll see you when I come back. Will miss you.
I guess I have to wait until he comes back. Ah, how do I spent my days Without him? Should I call him? What if he thinks I'm desperate. He might also be confused what the hell is happening between us. Why did he have two mates? And why I didn't realise it earlier. What if he doesn't accept our bond? What would be jeongguk reaction? Too many questions are circling my head. Do I ready want to be in a relationship. It's not a normal relationship. It's a mate bond. once it's accepted, I can't break it.
Can jimin deal with two mates? One is alpha and the other is beta, two dominant werewolves.
I reached the packhouse as I walked into jeongguk home. Ah, it looks empty house without him. Should I talk to jeongguk about it? No, it's not the right time. I should talk to jimin first. Lisa was sitting on the couch when I entered the living room.
"Taehyung, didn't you leave too? "What's she asking. Where do I need to go?
"To where?" I asked her confused.
"Jimin's home?" Eh, why would I go to her home?
"Why?" I asked her again.
"Jeongguk is staying there. He just informed me. I thought you also going there."
When did they make up? Should I be worried? He must have given chance or there will no way jeongguk would stay there.
He doesn't even consider my feelings if he is with him.
"Hey. you zoned out"
Lisa waved her hands at me.
"Well dinner is in the kitchen. I'm going to sleep"
I nodded at her and she walked away.
Then she turned around. What she
wants now?
"I know that you have feelings for jimin and something is going on between you two." She smirked at me, then left.
What? How did she know? I lost. my appetite.
I skipped the meal and left outside. I need a long run. My mind is messed up now.
'I hope she doesn't reject us' My wolf
Xavier told me.
I guess he is worried. He was waiting for his mate for so long.
I don't know Xavier. I think we barely have any chance. Jimin  loves jeongguk and as much as jeongguk hurt him in many ways I know he loves him too.'
'What if he decided to keep both of us?' He asked me. This thing had crossed my mind earlier. I'm not sure he would do that.
"I don't know, even if he agrees I don't think jeongguk will allow it"