"I hate it all Kookie. The very next morning I ran away and was hit by a car. The driver took me to a mental asylum since he was worried as I was butt naked running over the streets covered with blood and dried semen. For days I was numb and didn't eat or sleep well. Hence the doctors put me on medication and started therapy. It was very tough for me as a child I was always living in a dark world that existed into my head. It's like my notions were my own demons that kept me up all night. Until I was 16 I wasn't healed nor those filthy nightmares stopped." Josh had tears in his eyes.
"But why did you tell me all this?" The tall brunette questions.
"Since you handcuffed me all those flashback came into my conscious and I was terrified."
"But this doesn't justify whatever shit you did with me you creep." The tall brunette now chokes him while still laying over his chest.
"My love for you is true and pure Kookie. I will always keep loving you. I'm aware my actions are so wrong but trust me when I say I love you I do mean it Kookie." Josh spoke with pure eyes.
"Liar." The tall brunette scoffed.
"Trust me Kookie I really love you." Josh kept persuading an angered bunny boy.
"Forego it. You need not use those sugar coated words with me. Honestly it won't work on me. Also I was just wandering what happened to your aunt and that old hag Roger?" The brunette grew curious.
"When I came to this orphanage and started with all those nasty shit with Madame Jane I told her everything that happened to me and asked her to help me kill that man. My aunt is separated with this man as he cheated over her with some random gay dude. He was in town alone when Madame Jane hired some hitmen to kill him and burn him to ashes. I was doing whatever she asked me to do and that led me to you Kookie. I know I'm a bast@rd and I don't really deserve your love but trust me your innocence stole my heart. You reminded me of that part of me which was killed so earlier. You see I was always a matured kid. I had you forego my innocence, my silly childhood once my parents and grand parents died in that car crash. We never found their bodies."
"I'm sorry for your loss Josh. But I feel so wronged by you. I mean you have taped the most hidden side of me. You sold my vulnerability and speak of love how am I even supposed to believe your words now?" The tall brunette chuckles with his teary eyes.
"Please trust me for once Kookie." Josh replied with innocent voice.
"Anyways whatever you did I'll never forget it nor forgive you but since you are firm to evacuate this place I'll try to avoid you." The tall brunette spoke while getting up from his tied lover.
"You need not worry about that Kookie. Madame Jane has transferred money into my bank account which is more than enough for me to start over again and she also gave me a house. I'm leaving tomorrow Kookie. This is my last day in orphanage won't you be nice to me?" Josh questions with teary eyes.
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