*~Book 1~*
Falling For You
"Thou mayest choose for thyself, for it is given unto thee" (Moses 3:17)
Orion was a perfect star, once rising and shining up in the sky. He was a celestial being, an angel residing in Heaven, who was sent by God to Earth...
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(Chapters 15. 16. & 17 are in my drafts I may or may not publish so don't mind skipping those they're not important)Daily reminder for anyone who reads this:
Take a deep breath and look around you. Despite all the madness within this cruel world, there is also beauty. Regardless of all things bad, there is good. How blessed we are to be here, alive and living, seeing the sun rise each and every day. You are needed here angel. I love you. I want you to know that you matter. At times we may feel lonely, lost, empty, or sad. I'm here to let you know it's okay. It's all okay. Everything is going to be alright I promise darling. You are important. Your feelings are valid. Whatever you may be feeling right now is fine. It's normal. Trust me when I say that things will get better. Slowly yes, but gradually. It takes time. As annoying and frustrating as it can be, remember that you're doing amazing. Keep going. I'm proud of you. Give yourself a big pat on the back. Treat yourself to something special because you deserve it. Take it easy and don't overwork yourself too much. Oh and I love you.
WAKE UP
Esther awoke with a start.
Darkness surrounded the room with a mist-like type of fog substance. What she saw, felt, and thought in her dreams were way too real. Was it another life she had? She always wanted to be a writer, but seeing herself through what she wrote and felt, which never even existed, made her lose sense of reality. She'd never written anything before or begun to have feelings such as those, not like that. Esther didn't even take the time to write or think of such things. It wasn't something that she would just imagine or come up with on her own. The Orion she saw wasn't him. He was a delusion. She hardly even knew the guy and had only just met him two days ago. Was she already fantasizing about him? She was going mad. Her mind was a prison trapping her. Even Alice herself wasn't that mad although there are all sorts of theories about the Wonderland tales.
Esther looked around breathing heavily in a panic. Orion was sleeping across from her and Rigel was asleep in the back of her living room. How much time had passed? It felt like she had just lived through years of a different existence which wasn't her. She felt disoriented and couldn't tell what was real or not anymore. Was she really awake now or still dreaming? Why did it feel like some other reality? Her brain hurt and she felt seriously messed up as if she'd been drugged, her memories tampered with falsehood. She checked the time on her wall which read 10 in the morning. There's no way. Everything she dreamed about was like seeing herself through someone who wasn't her, not even close. How could it have gone by so fast in that amount of time? It just wasn't possible. But then again, anything was possible now that she knew God and angels were very real.
