Sorry but i can't... Kim Seungmin FF

Chapter 18-Talk and heal

Shin-Sus Pov

I feel like I am about to burst, I need to talk and the only one I could talk to right now is of course Seungmin.

BUT

Today he is away and maybe for the whole week-end, he gave me his number phone but, Im not going to call him when he is busy right?

I want to call him though Our last talk was when he leaved. He told me to call him anytime I had a problem, even anything but I cant bring myself to call him, am I going to be a bother?

Ive been wondering these things for about 2 days and Im gonna be honest, I miss him, more than I thought.

When I first got to live here, I thought that my time here will be so hard but I actually got to pass so much time with Seungmin, we became even closer and I know that Wonwoo know that we got to know each other even more.

He has been keeping an eye on both of us and I am aware of that, I dont feel like sleeping alone, there is someone outside my window.

I saw this guy multiple times and even one in front of my door, I really should talk to him about it.

So today, the plan is talking with Wonwoo, Great!

I first start to look for him at his office but nothing. Maybe he is over at work, no, he wouldnt be there and thats like dangerous.

He even told me that he closed the business for a little time so he handle a little bit of euhm What was his name again? Jong Kang? I think that it is his name.

Anyway, after not finding him in his office, I go to the car shed to see if his car is here but yeah, it is here.

Then I go over the whole house but no trace of him, I try to call him but no response so I start to worry a little bit.

A panic attack, what if we got caught and that he is already dead in some corner of the house? I am currently walking all around the house when all of a sudden, the wall opens in front of me, Wonwoo gets out of it and I look at him, a little bit in shock.

Me: What are you doing in the walls of the mansion?

He gets a little bit of an uncomfortable facial expression as if he had something to hide from me. He starts to fidgets with his fingers in a stressed way, he looks around and finally answer my question

Wonwoo: Euhm dont worry.

The embrasure of the door let me just the time to see who it is, my legs turn into cotton candy, my hands starts to shake, my cardiac rhythm start to fasten and I cant even believe who I just saw.

Jong Kang, he is here, like truly here In the house, what is Wonwoo doing with a man like him?

Dont tell me that no, no, no, no, impossible, its impossible, Wonwoo is with the Jong Kang clan?

I take my phone, go to my room, lock the door and call right away Seungmin, he picks up in juts 5 seconds

----------Seungmin AKA Hot guy----------

Seungmin: Hey, whats up?

Me: Hey, euhm, I think that Wonwoo has actually something with Jong Kang which could explain a lot of things.

Seungmin: Wait, wait, what do you mean? I dont understand. Whats happening?

Me: I was looking for Wonwoo and I saw him coming out of the wall, like a secret room, he looked stressed and uncomfortable when he realized that I saw him, as if he was hiding something from me and in the embrasure of the door, I saw Jong Kang, he was around a table and he looked at me with such a smirk, I got so scared, that sent me chills.

Seungmin: Are you being serious right now?

Me: You think that I am lying?

Seungmin: No but that seems impossible, why would they even talk together? Why were you looking for him in the first place, I told you to call me if you needed anything?

Me: Well, its complicated, since a few days ago, 2 person have been looking out at me during my sleep, one at my window and one at my door.

Seungmin: OH this Its me, in case someone tried to enter your room either by the inside or outside.

Me: IT WAS YOU?!

Seungmin: Yeah, I should have told you but I was so worried about you if I happened to be away and that something would actually happened to you.

My heart beats faster and my cheeks turns to a flash red.

Me: Oh but I got so scared, my sleep, hasnt been that great since then you know.

Seungmin: What can I do for you then? To make it better.

Me: I dont wanna see them, not in my sight, I hate feeling someone watching me falling asleep.

Seungmin: Ill tell them, I promise. But so, was it the only thing you wanted to talk about with Wonwoo?

Me: Well, Ive been pretty overwhelmed with the recent events and other things. I wanted to talk but I didnt wanted to bother you so I wanted to talk with Wonwoo. But now that I saw him with Jong Kang, I dont feel so safe anymore and well, I dont feel like telling him my whole life.

Seungmin: I understand, I have free time, like 30 minutes, we can talk about it.

Me: We can?

Seungmin: Of course we can!

Me: Its gonna be a lot of informations

Seungmin: Its okay if its about you

Even though he wasnt In front of me, I felt through his words, the smirk forming onto his face, that sexy smirk who always gets my heart to be beat faster and my cheeks to become all red which is whats currently happening to me.

I then tell him everything about me, from my fake friends, to the fact that I am from a very rich family, the decision of my parents that cost them their daughter to runaway, the fact that my dad was pretty violent, that he broke my arm, my lonely life, my depressive acts and thoughts such as self harm.

My taste in music and the comfort it gives me, all the recent events, how I lived them, how they made me feel, I told him absolutely everything about me, I had no secrets anymore.

The called finally lasted about 3 hours of me just yapping, him, listening to me silently when I suddenly broke down in tears. He kept telling me reassuring words. I felt loved like never before. Someone actually cared about me

I finally fell asleep while being on the call, in my bed.

I can say it, I slept like a baby...