Sorry but i can't... Kim Seungmin FF

Chapter 20-Traitor and blood flow

Wonwoos Pov

After this talk, no fight, what was it? I have to stay on my guards, I told Jong Kang that it wasnt a good idea to tell Seungmin but he wouldnt listen.

Well, its complicated, that day when they got kidnapped, Jong Kang caught me, I begged them o let me go and he tol me

Jong Kang: The only way you can get out of here is to accept to give me everything you have, youll come here as if you wanted to rescue your friends and they will feel thankful that you saved them. Then Ill ruin everything and take everything.

Wonwoo: I dont understand

Jong Kang: Youll get out of this room, get a car, go in the wall and save your friends, theyll feel thankful and then, well make a plan so I take everything you have and if you dont wanna do everything I told you, youll die. This is the deal.

Wonwoo: now I understand but what do you mean by give you everything I have?

Jong: Guns, money, your mafia E-VE-RY-THING

Wonwoo: Ive got to lose everything in both cases so I better stay alive DEAL!

Jong Kang: This is what I wanted to hear

And from then, Ive been talking a lot with him and he is fully using me, I met him in the secret room and I think that Shin-Su know, she probably and surely talked about it with Seungmin.

Im scared that he will hurt Shin-Su

I have to keep her away from him or she could get hurt, yesterday I got caught, even after hearing the fake Dictaphone vocal he still doesnt want to believe me.

It seemed true though, I rapidly asked him to say what I told him to say but still, I killed him for nothing, I could have used it.

No he would have opened his mouth and told everyone that I am in Jong Kangs Side.

I would be dead by now, its all that matters, I am alive and the plan is going well which means that I wont have to die.

I can seem like the biggest asshole ever but I am not.

This is what I call trying to survive in a hostile world and place. It sounds dumb said that way

I receive a call from Jong Kang and answer it right away even though that I was in the middle of my thoughts.

(JKM is for Jong Kang Mafia and JK Jong Kang)

----------JKM----------

JK: Hello, is the plan going well?

Me: Yes

JK: Sure?

Me: Seungmin is being suspicious about me but nothing much, he saw me killing one of my man, before killing him I told him to say something like I am a traitor but he still didnt believe me.

JK: I wouldnt either if I was him.

Me: Why?

JK: It seems impossible, as mafia leaders, a gunshot is not enough, traitors deserve torture.

Me: Shit! I should have been more careful!

JK: Anyway, make him believe that you are not on something with me.

Me: Yes sir!

JK: Good bye

Me: Juts like thi-

----------End Of The Call----------

THIS BASTARD! Well I always do this with Seungmin, maybe I shouldnt have done that I regret, I should have been more with him, we should have never tried to talk with him that day.

I was the one who got the idea

And he accepted, for once, why didnt he procrastinated? Why didnt he told me that it was too dangerous? Why? Why

I take a gun and put it on my head, if I am not here anymore, it would be better for Seungmin right?

I am feeling the adrenaline and the thought of just pressing the trigger is feeling my mind.

That would be easier for everyone and Jong Kang would be found all alone and his plan would be ruined but I wouldnt be able to see HER again

Didnt I already lost her?

She saw me with him and probably well surely already told him, this would explain why they both dont wanna see me again.

When I think about the fact that I went to her to apologize but she didnt even accepted them Its driving me nuts!

She is my possession, Im not going to let Seungmin take her away from me!

I put down the gun and a sudden anger hit me, what if I just kill Seungmin?

Life would be so much easier, he is just a weight on my shoulder that I have to throw away.

Why would I care about him? He is not my friend, he is just my right arm, my assistant.

I just need to get rid of him and I wouldnt have any problem anymore

Yes, this is what I have to do.

I have to kill Kim Seungmin!

After around 30 minutes of thinking, i didn't even realized that i was now in front of Shin-Su's door.

I hear whimpering, moaning? Is she doing what i think of what she is doing?

I open the door slightly without making any noise and i see Seungmin on top of Shin-Su, making love with her, under the blanket, i close the door with care.

I am shocked by what i just saw, he did took her away from me.

I clench my fists in anger

This chapter is shorter than the other one because I Don't think that i have to had anything else, it's perfect the way it is.

Peace!