Sorry but i can't... Kim Seungmin FF

Chapter 16-Rest rhymes with realize

Shin-Su's Pov

In my bed, scrolling on my phone, what's better sensation than this? Laying in bed reading some stupid mafia wattpad? Nah, it's too cliché.

For now, I don't know what to do, apart from scrolling on my phone, I don't have friends, I don't have parents anymore.

Having parents doesn't mean that I consider them as parents, they didn't fit this job.

Parents never do this to their children. For me, it's just as if they were not alive anymore.

Anyway, I have to get some rest but... I wanna do so much things, it's kinda dumb and said this way: Now that I am in danger, I want to go out and do so much stuff? PFF

I guess I really do like weirdos. I hate when he is right.

Now, going down the stairs, being bored, looking for Seungmin, but of course he isn't here, I walk around and hope to see him.

I didn't know looking for a tall man was that hard to find.

I turn around and bump into someone, not a piece of cloth but bare skin... TOPLESS HUMAN?

I look at who it is and guess what... It's Seungmin!

He was nowhere to be found, I found him but I didn't want to see him THAT WAY?!

I take a quick look, not that I wanted to or that i didn't want to but that... WHAT THE HELL?! THE PECS?! THE ABS?! OMG!

I want to run away, or else my heart would have given up on me.

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I am currently hiding in the toilets, my heart beating as fast as a cheetah, my eyes as big as the ocean, and my body as weak as a newborn baby.

I try to catch my breath, but without success, this man has me in the blade of his hand, and I have no way of running away from his grip

Not that I wanted to leave him or stay with him, but... what am I talking about?

I have to get my mind back 'cause it's leaving me all messed up.

I think my feelings are going to get really oblivious

After about 5 minutes, thinking and giggling, i'm finally back to my "normal" state.

Me: Euhm... I'm so sorry
Seungmin: Why are you apologizing?
He gives me a smirk.
Me: For looking you up and down, satisfied?
Seungmin: Very, and my body?
Me: Nothing much, why?
Seungmin: I work out
Me: You do? Didn't see
Seungmin: Wanna see again?
Me: No, thank you, may I go back to looking for food? I'm hungry asf.
Seungmin: But... I'm in front of you

My eyes widen, and I blush

Me: WH- WHAT?!
Seungmin: You heard me, I'm eatable, not everything about me, though
Me: You're crazy!
Seungmin: You are the one who enjoyed the view.
Me: i- URGH, I SWEAR TO GOD! You are so frustrating.
Seungmin: I guess I can't know until I find out

I decide to stop this conversation, or he will end up with what he wants to get.

I go over to the kitchen and look in the drawers, the cupboards, and everything when I finally see what I crave for... RAMEN!

Me: I'm so hungry, I was craving it the whole day.
Seungmin: I can do them for you. You still have to get more rest.
Me: Oh, c'mon, I can make myself ramen.
Seungmin: Fine but if you get hurt, don't go to me saying: "it hurts ouuiinnnn"

Me: What? Im never like that!

Seungmin: A little, when things dont go in your way, you just pout and start to sulk.

Me: I do that?

Seungmin: Yes, you do and thats so cute.

Me: Cute? Whats gotten with you these days? Like this k- euhm

Seungmin: This what?

Me: Nothing

Seungmin: You were going to say kiss but you are just too scared to face the consequences of your acts because this is what you are and the way you think. We have to talk about it.

Me: No we dont, nothing is forcing us to.

Seungmin: Responsibility.

Me: It happened, thats it.

Seungmin; Was it really? We both felt it

Me: Felt what?

Seungmin: You know what I am talking about

Me: No I dont

Seungmin: It was different, it was special this time. It wasnt just a kiss for me.

My heart skip a beat and now I realize, we both felt the same thing at the same moment? What do I really want finally.

I need some time to think about the situation which I tell him and happily he understands what I am trying to tell him and let me leave.

And of course I forgot my ramen, FUCK!

I go back downstairs once again.

Me: Dont talk to me, Im just here for the ramen, not even a word.

I take the ramen package and open it, I boil some water and wait for it to be hot enough to cook the ramen, after about 5 min, I put the ramen in the boiling water.

I get the sauce and pour it in the bowl, I mix everything and its ready. Yum yum, Bon appétit to me

I get upstairs after FINALLY making my ramen, I can finally enjoy the taste of it in my mouth and I sigh in happiness.

I NEEDED this, after some stressful events and Seungmin who wants to talk about that kiss, he is trying to make me have a cardiac arrest or what?

The worst part of it is that he is totally conscient that he is fine as fuck. He is really hot in those costumes that just fit his muscular pec- OH! KANG SHIN-SU! WHATS THIS?!

I should stop getting too much away with thinking about Seungmins perfect hot body but you know, its hard.

If you take back the mafia thing, no, its what makes him even hotter, if you take off the im so scary and cold to everyone part, then he is the perfect boyfriend you coud ever dream of.