Sorry but i can't... Kim Seungmin FF

Chapter 13-Moving out with surprises

Shin-Sus Pov

I was now at home, I had my surgery 2 days ago, the men of Wonwoo who I thought was juts a normal CEO was finally the leader and boss of one of the most powerful Mafia Gang in South Korea.

I came back to reality, life happen to be like this and I just have to deal with it, thats it.

This is very messy right now, both my room and my mind, every time Seungmin tried talking to me, I just ignored him, I still need time to process all of this.

I was just so lost right now, I was going to live with mafia members, the guys I kissed and had unholy thoughts about was a mafia guy. The guy who love me and is my boss, I just the leader of a mafia gang. All this seem so crazy but I guess that Ill just get used to it.

I have my bags ready after about 2 hours of packing.

Seungmin helped me, we had eye contact but I always ended up looking away.

I was not brave enough, I didnt wanted him to get once again, in my thoughts for days. This man is so handsome, who can blame me? He stays hot too, its dangerous, the game I am playing right now is very dangerous but it gives me adrenaline.

He has a hard personality, swearing 24/7, not showing much of affections, that does not mean never, just rarely.

After getting in the car, sat beside Seungmin who is driving, this car probably cost 10 times, no 500 times more than my apartment.

The seats are in leather, the speed on that is out of this world, we arrived at his well, their home, no base, I dont know, anway, WE ARRIVED SOMEWHERE!

I get off the car and before I could even take my bags, Seungmin takes them for me, he is tall, Im 5'4 and he is probably around 5'7. He is like 10 cm taller than me so I do feel a little bit smaller than him and maybe weaker, he is muscled and tall, I dont think that I have m word to say and he would probably just refuse.

I follow him, staying close to him, he talks briefly to a guy that looks at me 2 sec later, he let us pass and nod his head at me as a greeting which I do the same and then go back to looking straight forward.

After 3 min of awkward silence while walking, he opens a door which seems to be a bedroom, its clean and it looks like a princess room. How are rich are they seriously. He posed the bags on the floor, looked at me and leaved.

I was found alone and I hoped onto the bed, I needed some rest but before I looked at the room, the bed was really pretty, it wasnt something too girly which I loved, the night table was just so cool, the roof had some designs on it and a poster written in korean When you are alone you just have to accept, you wont always be with someone, I love it! I gave a sarcastic laugh.

A knock was then heard on the door, few seconds later, Wonwoo opened and looked at me with a slight smile

Wonwoo: Before you start saying anything, Im sorry for lying to you, I ran away because I didnt wanted to get killed, I thought it would be better to come at their base after so I rescue the both of you. Im so sorry you got hurt. Forgive me please.

This guy was serious? I got physically hurt, raped, I have to deal with another trauma, he said hed be there for me if I needed anything, he lied to me, I wont forgive him that fast.

Out of a sudden, he hugs me, I take 3 seconds to realize whats happening and as I am about to break the unwanted hug, I see Seungmin in front of the door, his head in our direction, none expression on his face, he just stands there and then leave.

I break the hug and rush out of the room, I look in all directions but he is nowhere to be found. I sigh and start to tear out for whatever the reason.

Me: Leave me alone.

I push him out and lock the door, I get in the bed and cry until I am so exhausted that I stop crying, close my eyes slowly and fall alseep

-Ellipse-

!!THIS SCENE MIGHT SHOCK THE YOUNG READERS SO PLEASE SKIP IF YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE!!

I am on a bed, my wrist and feet are tied, I cant move, I start to panic, a men get closer to me. He start to touch my skin and take off my clothes, I am scared, I cant move, I feel like suffocating. I look at his men but he has no face, its all blurry but I can feel his smirk, his eyes on my almost naked body. I am scared, he also gets undressed by himself but then, other men gets closer to me and I know what is happening, I cant scream nor make any noise, I cant do anything but just witness what is about to happen to me. My breath gets really heavy as I feel something getting in and out of me, I still cant scream or make any noise. I just cry

I finally scream loudly! I straighten my body on the bed, making myself sat. I am in pain, my body shake, Im crying like never, my throat hurt, I cant speak. Someone just open the door violently and take me in their arms, I dont wanna know who it is, I just need a hug, I need a presence.

That someone pats my back in a reassuring way, I feel safe for once, I never wanna let go. My crying is pretty loud and I dont move as that person pets my hair.

Me: Seungmin?

??: Mmh?

Me: This is you?

Seungmin: Mmh

Me: I dont wanna be alone, please

I catch his top in my fist, I cling to him, Im still very scared.

Seungmin: What happened? I Heard you scream very loudly and youve been avoiding for the past days and you, are asking me to stay? Even after you nevermind

Me: Im not mad All that is just, really new to me, Im lost, I dont know what to do, I could be dead tomorrow.

Seungmin: I understand but seriously, you had a nightmare?

I nod and he immediately understands

Seungmin: What was it about? If its okay to ask

Me: I was on a bed, I couldnt move or say anything, I couldnt talk or scream at all. Men starting to come and they... they I dont want to sleep alone.

Seungmin: But, Im a men too.

Me: Yes but you have respect and youre not a raper, thats the difference.

Seungmin: Fine

He hop into the covers, lay down, open his arm, I place myself beside him, laying my head on his shoulder, I hug him and so him too. I finally find sleep again and this time, I feel safe and warm, not like a few minutes ago.