Shin-Sus Pov
When I woke up this morning, I was alone, Seungmin probably left for work stuff, he let me a note:
"Last night was the best time of my life, Ill talk to you later, I have important stuff to do. Ill see you later on, I love you ❤"
I was giggling for about 20 minutes at it and my heart was beating faster than a racing car.
After some time realizing that yesterday really did happen, I decided to take a shower.
Now standing in front of the mirror, I see all the hickeys, my skin covered from his lips, his biting around my tits, some bruises turned blue.
This man can be a gentlemen in his words but when you talk about act, its not the same.
Yesterday felt unreal but too good. If you told me that it was actually a dream, I would have believed you.
I slept like a baby, he was warm and I was just so comfortable but I aint complaining.
My clothes dropped to the floor and entering the shower, I felt everything from yesterday, decided to close my eyes and let me fill it again, I craved more of his touch.
I could just go to him and ask for more but first of all, Im still tired, my body wouldnt take it. In a second time, he is currently working, Im not going to annoy him. In the third time, its difficult with Wonwoo in the same house.
Imagine if he just open the door and be like: Hey bitches!, then he shoot both of us.
Chills from just thinking about it, he could just kill the both of us at any moment. That makes me scared but I dont regret anything, I know that Seungmin is the one that I love, I had a moment of doubt but now I have to tell him.
I dont wanna hurt him even more.
After finishing my shower and putting some foundation on the most visible hickeys and bruises, I go downstairs.
I see Wonwoo and approach him.
Me: Hey, I wanted to talk about something serious that concerns the both of us.
Wonwoo: Yeah, sure
He voice tone was rather cold and emotionless than warm like before.
He changed in a way that wasnt really that great but I didnt mind.
Me: You let me time, I took much of it bu now I am sure of what I feel but Im sorry, your feelings are not reciprocated.
Wonwoo: You love Seungmin right? I knew it, this bastard
Me: Hey, relax Wonwoo
Wonwoo: Call me Mr. Jeon from now on.
Me: You are acting weird, whats up?
Wonwoo: He stole you away from me, he knew it but still did. I knew that I couldnt trust him, I called him Seungminnie. I thought that he would never betray me but here we are.
Me: He didnt, I was the one, I was the one not him.
Wonwoo: I do not believe you.
Me: Why?
Wonwoo: I saw you too yesterday, I was in my thoughts and I arrived in front of your door, I heard moans and I thought that you were alone pleasuring yourself so I opened the door but you were fucking with that asshole.
Me: And knowing that I was probably alone doing that you still opened the door? Its called intimacy you are never supposed to open the door like this.
Wonwoo: I dont know, I thought I could join you
I frown and I look at him in disgust, what a pervert, an asshole.
I runaway to Seungmins Office and he runs after me, he catches me off and pin me up against the wall, he tries to kiss me, I scream, he pose his hand over my mouth, I bit it, he screams and I push him aside.
I open the door of Seungmins office and lock it, he is inside, I look at him, the fear just filling my heart, shaking my hands.
Im terrified, he sees me and his smile drops, terror
Seungmin: What the fuck happened?
My voice stuttering, my body shaking but I still answered him.
Me: I just told him that my feelings werent reciprocated but after, he said that it was you that I loved. He starded saying that he saw us yesterday and you know what?
Seungmin: What?
Me: H said that he heard me moaning, he thought that I was pleasing myself and opened the door thinking that he could have joined me.
The food coming back, I throw up and fall on my knees. He gets at my height level and wraps his arms around me in a comforting manner.
Patting my back, I start to calm down and Wonwoo hit the door again and again
Seungmin: I have to kill him.
Me: What? No!
Seungmin: He is a traitor and is probably planning on killing both of us with Jong Kang, Listen to me
He pose his both hands on the 2 sides of my shoulders, being still at my height
Me: I saw him killing one of our man to persuade me that it wasnt him, that guy was close to me, he was a close friend of mine, his name was Yang Jeongin, he was the maknae here and he killed him without any regret. He isnt a human anymore. We cant bring him back, do you understand?
Me: No, we cant kill him.
Seungmin: Choose, me or him?
Me: Of course you.
Seungmin: He is with Jong Kang, I know it, trust me, we cant bring him back. Never He was my friend but he isnt anymore, he isnt himself, now let me just kill him.
Me: Okay, he almost forced me to kiss him or anything, I was scared.
Seungmin: Im coming back, Mh?
Me: Yes, I love you.
Seungmin: I love you sweetie.
Me: Why sweetie?
Seungmin: Because you have a sweet taste.
He winks at me before kissing 1 time my forehead and 1 time my lips, I could have promised that I saw a tear running down his face.
He grabs 2 gun, open the door, Wonwoo isnt here anymore, I lock the door behind me and I cry on the floor, hugging his vest with his cologne smell.
Wait, cologne smell?
NO WAY!
He was the one who gave me his coat!
Why didnt I realized earlier? I look at the door.
Please come back safe
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END OF THE CHAPTER OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG
the tension here OMFG
See you guys to the next one!
Spoiler: You guys are going to hate me someday
Peace!
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