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"bil," hayley uttered, causing billie to look up at her. "it's therapy time," she said. "c'mon," she chuckled. billie let out a whine and followed hayley to the second floor of the bus. hayley sat down and patted the spot next to her. "sit down, sweetheart," she hummed. billie plopped down and laid her head on hayley's shoulder. "anything specific you wanna talk about?" hayley asked. "i really just want a, um, a hug, please." billie mumbled.

hayley wrapped her arms around billie. "what's wrong, sweet girl?" she inquired, caressing billie's head. "um, i wanna hurt myself..." billie admitted. "you know i'm not gonna let you do that." hayley sighed, slowly pulling out of the hug. "i know." billie mewled. "good," hayley murmured. "talk to me, bil," she purred. "why do you feel like that?" she questioned. "i don't know," billie said. "i just- i-i wanna relapse so bad, hayley," she disclosed. "please!" she whimpered. "shh, please what?" hayley furrowed her brows, pulling billie into her lap.

"please don't let me hurt myself," billie sobbed. "please just hold me," she cried. "please." she choked out. "i got you, bil," hayley said softly, placing one of her hands on the back of billie's head as she ran her other hand up and down billie's back. "i'm not gonna let you do anything to yourself," she cooed. billie's breathing quickened and she began to cough from all her crying. "hey, billie, honey, look at me," hayley rushed out. "breathe with me, sweetheart," she hummed. she took a deep breath in, held it and breathed out. "very good," she whispered before breathing in again.

she rocked side to side as she helped billie calm down. "yeah, it's okay," she purred. "i'm right here." she uttered. "please don't let go." billie sniffed. "i'm not gonna let go." hayley breathed. "thank you." billie mumbled, nuzzling her face into the crook hayley's neck. "no need to thank me, hon," hayley said softly, planting a gentle kiss on billie's temple. "how about you go get some sensory things from my bag, yeah?" she murmured. "sensory play?" billie asked. "yeah!" hayley smiled. billie crawled off of hayley's lap and grabbed the bag of toys. she opened the bag and pulled out four cans of play-doh.

"blue a-and orange for you," she hiccuped. "pink and green for me." she sniffled. "thank you, sweetheart!" hayley grinned, taking the two cans from billie's hand. billie sat back down and opened her play-doh cans. she took the dough out of the cans and placed it on the table. "what are you gonna make?" hayley inquired. "um, i dunno..." billie dragged out. "i'm gonna make the worlds best sculpture!" hayley said sarcastically. "we both should make two sculptures and see who's the best sculptor!" billie gasped.

"just letting you know i took art for two week," hayley started. "so i'm basically a professional."

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