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Part 5 - Dream

I soon wake up but not on Asgard, on earth? In the tower? I sit up spotting Loki by my window "hey..." I say he looks up towards me "your the reason I die" he says blank faced. "What... Lokes... what are you talking about? Why are we here?" I ask just then Tony walks in "I die too" he says same tone as Loki same facial expression, I sit up I feel terrible, is this a dream. If so is it true do they die? Wtf. Suddenly I fall. I'm surrounded by darkness I walk around in till I hear a sound I follow it. "I prince Loki of Asgard... Odinson... the rightful king of jotunheim... god of mischief... do hereby pledge to you... my undying fidelity." He goes to use the dagger on the titan, just for the titan to use an infinity stone to freeze him in place "undying? You should chose your words more carefully" the titan speaks, he grabs Loki by the neck choking him till his neck snaps and he goes limp. I scream and cry banging on the floor. Until I'm pulled.

"Y/N!" I sit up gasping drenched in sweat. I look beside me. Loki. I grab him hugging him tightly crying into him he just holds me there his head laid on top of mine. "Darling what is wrong you screamed" he asks gently "I... I um.." I couldn't say it. What if it were just a dream. What if none of it was real. "It was... a bad dream" I say thinking he hums "ok darling... are you ok?" He asks voice filled with concern "yes... I um. I just need you" I say quietly "what do you need from me darling" he says "I need you to promise me, you won't ever sacrifice yourself for the stones" I ask pleading to him, he looks at me puzzled "y/n what is this about?" He asks "just promise me!" I say begging him, I can't chance this. "Fine darling I promise..." he says unsure, I relax into him. What about Tony? What happens to him? I need to know.

The next day I'm sent to my room from the healing quarters but I head to Heimdall. "I saw you coming" he says as I approach "so you know what I came to ask" I state "y/n I cannot tell you what you wish to know" he says "just at least tell me this... was it just a dream?" I ask he ponders turning his back "no." He simply says "so they die! I can change it? No?" I ask desperately "you can" he says, I sigh in relief. I can change it. "But y/n I must warn you it comes with costs" he explains "I don't care, I will do ANYTHING to ensure they are safe. They cannot die" I say stubbornly. He nods, I leave him be "thank you" I say.

I make it back to my room, "darling where were you?" Loki asks "I had to quickly go check something" I say he nods unsure "y/n you know you can talk to me... about anything right?" He says gently "I know" I say walking up to him, I give him a kiss on the cheek. He looks down at me. "Do you want to continue our courtship?" He asks unsure "of course I do! I love you Loki... nothing would change that" I say looking into his eyes.

A couple of months had passed since my dream I was trying everything to ensure Loki wasn't in the situation he is in when he dies. I stick by his side no matter what. I go with him on every attack. But it seemed nothing had happened. I was relieved but also still extremely stressed knowing it's to come. I had kept it to myself and I knew Loki knew I was hiding something. I just couldn't tell him. He would do everything to ensure I was safe. And that would get him killed.

"Y/N dear!" Friga calls. Damn it I loved her but she's gonna be able to read me better than Loki can. "Hi..." I say nervously "what's wrong with you dear? You've been avoiding me" she says gently "I... can't say. It's nothing to do with you but you can read me. I didn't want you to see" o say looking to the floor "sweetheart I was raised by witches. I've already seen" she states I look at her glassed eyed "don't kill yourself trying to protect those you love" she says "I can't do that" I say tears spilling "I can't let them die" I say to her, she looks at me sadly "I know dear... you have a good heart. Just be careful" she says I nod.

LOKI POV
the last couple of months y/n hasn't been the same, since coming back from althiem she's clung to me and I have no idea why. I did go to read her mind but I just couldn't navigate it, it was beyond scrambled. Every fight i went too she was there by my side the entire time. I'm worried for her. I've never seen her so shaken not even after her time at hydra. I see her and my mother in the corridors talking my mother walking away and her just standing their drying her eyes. "Ok enough" I say walking up to her "what is the matter" I ask her frustrated "it's nothing lokes, nothing you have to worry for" she says "no no. Do not do that I know when your lying and since you came back from althiem that is all I've got from you. I know you're scared. Please tell me. Did someone hurt you." I say begging her, tears in my eyes "no, no one hurt me" she says honesty finally "ok so what's got you scared?" I ask her "I can't say..."she says I look at her dumbfounded "your joking right? I mean come on y/n seriously, we've been through everything together, we are together! And you can't tell me" I say distraught "no I'm sorry... I just can't Loki" she says hurt in her face, she looks genuine she wouldn't leave something out this important without reason. I sigh hugging her she borrows her face into my chest as I kiss her on the top of the head "I'm sorry darling I just hate seeing you this way, you promise your not telling me for good reason" I ask she nods looking up "trust me Loki, it's within good reason" she says her eyes staring at me, I could get lost in them.