Broken Trust

Chapter 28

"You should go." Sauer simply states as he goes in to take a sip of his drink.

"Should I take John?" I asked aloud.

"No. If John never liked Alex and if Alex never liked John, just don't bring him. And plus, I can keep an eye on him." he rubs his hand on my shoulder.

"You wouldn't do anything reckless?"

"Lillian. No. I am just simply keeping an eye on him to make sure he really is a good man for you." he pauses, "And I will let you know every dirty detail he does." He assures me.

I stick to sipping my drink and keep on thinking of an excuse to go visit home for John to understand. And just then I thought of the perfect thing.

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I walk into my work space to set my things down then walk down to John's office to see him looking at his computer.

He takes a quick glance when I walk in the room, he eyes me up and down then proceeds to look at his computer.

"Hello my love, what do you need?" I smile inwardly at his choice of words. "Um I have to run something against you..." I sit down in the chair across from his.

He finally takes his gaze away from the computer and sets it on me with a concerned look. "Is everything okay?" I nod right away.

"Uh, yes, well, no, but yes." I shake my head. I just know he can see right through me.

"Lillian... what is going on?"

"My mom... she isn't doing so well." I look down at my hands in my lap not wanting to look at his eyes and see what they are saying.

"Oh no... I am so sorry." I hear him get up from his chair as he goes in to hug me from behind. I set my hands on his forearms that are around me.

"No, it is fine." I attempt to gulp down my nerves, "But, I may need to go down and visit her in Michigan..." He doesn't reply.

The silence grows louder by the second as he releases from me and returns to his chair.

"For how long?" I think about it for at least 3 minute and reply with, "Maybe a couple of weeks?"

"That is a long time." He sighs. "We have to make sure we call every night, so that I can enjoy you every night." he winks.

"So, you are fine with me visiting my mom's for a couple of weeks?"

"Of course, I am." he gives me a tight smile then looks at his computer.

I tilt my head to the side trying to read him, "Are you sure? You seem uptight now." he sighs then looks down.

"Yes, I am sure, it's just that, isn't Alex staying there?" I shake my head sighing, "I am not going there to see Alex, John, I am done with him." I clear my throat.

John gives me strong eye contact; I can tell he is trying to read me; read my thoughts, read my lies, and read my secrets.

I quickly take my eyes away from him, when he asks, "Okay, I trust you. When are you leaving?"

"Tomorrow." I reply which he gets surprised by my answer.

"Wow, so soon."

"Well, it is my mom we are talking about." I tell him, "Anyways, I should go home and get packing." I got up from my chair.

"Will I see you again today?" John asks me as I reached for the door knob, "Uhm, probably not."

I turned around to find him standing right there. I gasp then gulp, "Then I shall use you up." He smirks as he slams me against his door and picks me up for my legs to straddle his waist.

He kisses my cheek, my eyes, my neck, my lips, my chest, my collarbone, "God, I love you." he groans out. He chuckles as he says, "Lucky for me, you are wearing a dress."

He unbuckles then unzips his pants, then slides my underwear to the side as he enters inside me. I gasp as I moan (not intentionally) out his name into his ear which makes him groan.

He pumps me harder and harder after every pump that makes me go up and down against his door.

When he finishes, I fall onto my feet and into his arms trying to catch my balance. "I love you, Lillian." He whispers into my ear then kisses my head. "I love you too John." I whispered back as I let my dress fall and step back away from him. He didn't even let me finish.

I open the door and leave the man I should have left a long time ago.