hi, babies☆
since apparently you guys didn't like the last chapter i'm not writing +18 anymore. 🤓
also I don't really remember the actual timeline since i first started this but time isn't real so...
anyway hope you like it! ♡
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It's been two weeks since Billie left for tour plus Olivia and Conan have a lot going on right now. Liv started tour and Conan is now rehearsing for tour. I've been working a lot but my free time has been very lonely since my besties are busy. So I decided to start a Youtube vlog channel. Yes, just like Emma.
For some reason I blew up after only three videos and there were a bunch of people talking about it online, mostly good stuff, and a lot of tiktok edits of me. I saved all of them obviously. I was officially an internet celebrity now! A small one but still.
In the meantime Billie was doing a bunch of shows and interviews in other countries, and as always she was perfect (and so hot what the fuck). We haven't been talking a lot, mostly work stuff, after all she was between shows and interviews while I was between work, my dogs, filming stuff and editing it.
There were people making edits of us from the pictures the paparazzi took on our beach date with the dogs and creating theories, most of them were actually pretty cute. And obviously there were a lot who hated it, and when I say a lot I mean A FUCKING LOT. Since I was becoming relevant to the internet some of the "haters" started going on my channel and saying a lot of shit from "you suck" all the way to people saying I was just using Billie for fame. I don't think Billie saw any of that, I don't think her team is letting her see most of the shit people are saying online honestly, and she just doesn't have the time to be on the internet enough to see that, I don't think she even seen my videos or realized I'm actually "trending" on tiktok.
Honestly I haven't talked to anyone in days, this whole hate coming from Billie's fans is sort of fucking me up, the fact that my friends are busy with their own stuff and Billie is also busy with hers... I don't know I just didn't want them to worry, so every time someone asks I say I'm fine and everything is going great. I've been recording a lot but there was still so much free time and I couldn't help but let the bad thoughts win, over and over again.
I've been going out alone to work and run some errands and that's mostly what i've been recording. I just miss my friends so much, I can't wait for them to have a day off so we can see each other.
Now it's 9pm and I'm in bed, I just woke up to a bunch of messages on my phone. Weird, I haven't been talking to anyone to be getting this amount of messages. I got up to find my phone so I could see who was texting me and I got a little surprise.
Family🤡
Dad
- Hi kiddos!
- I was thinking about making a family reunion this month.
- Would you guys be able to come?Mia (my younger sister who lives in Italy)
- Yes!!!! Absolutely!
- I'm already buying tickets.Alice (my older sister who lives in Rio)
- Just tell me the date and the time!Mom
- We really miss you girls!
- And PLEASE don't get a hotel, just come stay with us, we miss having the gang together.
- Yn can you come??
Yn
- Yes!!!
- I have to do some work things but I probably can do them from another country lolDad
- AWESOME!!!
- I'll be waiting for you guys😎😎👍🏻Apparently now I have a trip to Brasil... I'll figure it out later. I looked at the other texts.
Billie♡
- Hi baby!
- Sorry we haven't talked a lot, it's been insane here
- How are you? How are things going?
- Just saw all your videos, they're amazing I was so entertained!!!
- I miss your pretty faceYn
- Hi B!!
- I'm just fine!! Hbu?
- Things are pretty boring over here without you
- But I think I'm going to Brasil soon to visit my familyBillie♡
- WAIT FR????
- Take me with you!!Yn
- One day I will!!
- U gotta ask me to be ur girlfriend first though...Billie
- I didn't know you wanted thatYn
- I mean... I tough it was obviousBillie
- Well that changes everything
- Oh I forgot to tell you!!!
- I'm gonna have a 5 day break anddd I'm coming to see you
- With a big surpriseOh great now I'm ANXIOUS!!!! Hopefully she finally makes me her girlfriend, we haven't been on a lot of dates but I don't care I'd marry this girl right now.
Charlies Angels 💋
Liv💜
- I miss you guys!!C🖤
- Me toooo!!!Yn
- I miss you guys a lot😭😭
- BTW do u guys want to be on my channel?C🖤
- DUH OBVIOUSLY!!!Liv💜
- OH MY GOD YES!!!Yn
Let me know when you guys are free!⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑ ⭑
this chapter sucksssss i'm so sorry but i needed to post it so i can write a better one
i'll post it tomorrow i promiselots of love♡
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