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Two weeks had passed since that night when Billie had entered my life like a guardian angel. I had told Conan and Olivia about what happened with Lucas, how Billie had unexpectedly shown up and "saved" me from him. I told them how Billie had paid for our dinner and insisted on driving me home. They were both in awe, but I reassured them that Billie was straight and that we were just friends. But deep down, I wished for something more.
In those two weeks, life had settled back into its routine. I had returned to college and work, while Billie had a series of shows and stuff outside of LA. Despite the distance, we found ourselves texting each other nonstop, texting between her performances, photoshoots, and interviews. Our connection grew stronger with each message exchanged.
Olivia had decided to throw a sleepover at her place towards the end of the week, and she had invited me, Conan, and our close friends Jenna, Ashley, and Nathalie. And of course, Billie was also invited.
Olivia and I spent the entire day on Thursday and the morning on Friday preparing for the sleepover. We went shopping for drinks, snacks, and made a list of movies to watch. The anticipation grew as the day approached.
As Friday evening arrived, I received a text from Billie saying,
Billie🕷️
- Hey, my plane just landed in LA (:"Yn
- Finally!! Can't wait to see you tonight."Billie🕷️
- Miss you sm :("My heart skipped a beat, but I hesitated before replying. I didn't want to come across too eager, even though I longed to be with her. So, I left her message unanswered, focusing on helping Olivia with the preparations.
Olivia asked, "So, is Billie coming?"
I nodded, unable to hide the smile on my face. "Yes! She's very excited!"
Curiosity got the better of Olivia, and she prodded, "Are you going to make a move or what?"
I sighed, feeling torn between my desire to be with Billie and my fear of pressuring her. "I don't know. I don't want to rush anything or make her uncomfortable. I'll just wait for a sign from her, I guess."
Olivia gave me a knowing look and warned, "Okay, but please be careful. It's pretty obvious to me that you're into her."
I chuckled nervously. "I am, but there's nothing I can do except wait."
With our preparations complete, we headed to Olivia's place so I could drop her off and head straight to what turns out being a very stressful and exhausting day at work.
When the night arrives I go right back to my place so I can get ready for the sleepover. As I get home it feels like the weight of the world is on my shoulders and I desperately need a bath to feel clean and renewed, it was such a long day even getting out of work earlier I feel tired and stressed. I swear the only things that can help me calm down at this point are weed and sex. The weed was completely available right in my living room and I'll definitely bring it to Olivia's but the sex it's just not happening.
Ashley would be at the sleepover and honestly we've made out so many times it wouldn't be so hard to do it again with her but then there's Billie. I know the chances of me having sex with Billie at the moment are almost one hundred percent non existent but I don't really want it with anyone else. I guess I really am falling for her.
I get in the bathtub to take a relaxing shower and end up falling asleep for at least 30 minutes. I woke up to my phone buzzes with a bunch of texts from Conan and Olivia and one text from Billie
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A Twist of Fate | Billie Eilish/You
Fanfic"A Twist of Fate" follows Yn, a 22 year old Brazilian with battles against bipolar disorder, a deafening history of self-harm, and an on and off struggle with an eating disorder, Yn's journey of love, friendship, and self-discovery unfolds in unexpe...