BEYOND THE STAGE: Notes From A Fan 🔞

Prologue

Jungkook is the golden maknae of bts.. The famous kpop star, in the boyband bangtan soneondan, which stirred the hearts of almost all the word.. He is the youngest in the group, so the name of golden maknae.. He left his home at the age of 11 years and then lived in a dorm with various others, until 7 people were finalised to create the group.. And then they lived together.. For years.. They worked hard, laughed, cried, danced, sang, cooked, cleaned and breathed together..

As usual they also fought together, but their authenticity, and vulnerability along with their mesmerising performances and extremely important messages captured the heart to many many youth all around the world.. Not knowing the language in which they spoke, didn't matter, people memorised their songs, their dances, their catchphrases.. And even some learned the language they spoke in.. just to talk to them once.. This was their fame... BTS.. a living legend.. A dream, a religion..

Although bts was this big, things weren't too easy for jungkook.. Ya, he wasn't as thoughtful like some other members such as namjoon or yoongi.. But still he was a human.. He worked continuously with forced enthusiasm and the believe that he would be good enough, and infact it worked... his hardwork showed.. Everyone called him Golden Maknae, bcz he was good at everything.. But only he knew the truth... he didn't posses any talent whatsoever.. This was all hard work.. Endless hours of work.. Endless sacrifice...

But like Jhope always says, 'it is all mental'.. So he decided to not let it go to his head.. His path was simple and clear..

'Work really hard.. Play really hard.. Live life, have fun.. Don't get into controversies and be happy..'

But he didn't know things weren't that simple..

Yn.. a girl in a city in india.. A developing country.. With not much resources.. Her father was an government employee, so they weren't starving or extremely poor or something, but they weren't even rich.. She couldn't get what she wanted.. And that was fine.. She lived like that her entire life, and some clothes or food or designer bag isn't what she wanted.. At Least she thought so..

Her life was okay.. Nothing much.. Just staying at home all day, watching some show or the other, reading some book or the other, and just breathing and dreaming.. Dreams were her biggest friends.. She knew no matter what the situation is, if she has her dreams and mind and imagination, all problems will be gone.. She can just think about a perfect life and life will be perfect..

These dreams weren't dreams like we have.. She didn't wanted to be doctor or engineer, or lawyer or journalist.. She didn't knew what she wanted to be.. Nothing really.. She just dreamt of having a beautiful house in nyc and travelling the world.. And seeing e every country in this world.. She just dreamt, how she would open a bakery shop in france, and then how she would ride a horse in texas... all these weird things.. Which held no real significance to her life..

It is 2018.. And she didn't knew that her life is going to change.. Change forever...

This is a love story between a shinning star, the biggest among all, in the world, and a very very normal girl, having less than enough achievements.. This is not a story of only happiness and togetherness, this is a story of endless tears, and sorrow, and the desire to be together somehow..

This is the story which tells the story of, "IF YOU WANT SOMETHING WITH YOUR HEART, THEN THE WHOLE UNIVERSE CONSPIRES TO GIVE YOU THAT.."

This is a story of faith to freedom.. From failure to success, from abandonment to love..

This is a story of us all.. All of bts fangirls, who wants to be with their bias.. Who want to spend their life in the close proximity of their idols, not knowing what it actually means..

DISCLAIMER

This story would deal with the very real circumstances and fact of being an idol.. The real problems and things that our loved idols face on a daily life, also the feeling of a nobody.. Feelings of trauma, depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, alcoholism etc.. so read it on your own accord..

Hey everyone... mostly armies.. So i am here writing this book bcz, i searched online for some fanfiction that seemed realistic kinda on the idol and fan romance... and i couldn't find anything that isn't cliche or too fantastical.. And that didn't resonated with me..

I wanted to write something, where Y/N has a meaning.. Bcz it wouldn't be your name if it doesn't resonate with you to some degree... you need to feel that this is true for your life..

But any fanfiction or any stories can't be totally reality, bcz at the end of the day it is a fiction.. So there would definitely be so much more than reality which i can promise will resonate with you..

At the end, i am using jungkook, bts and other well known public figures as who they are, as their face and name and characteristics.. I am not changing any of their behaviour or their past, or any of the things they are saying.. So if you want reference you can check up at the internet about any of them.. But the stories around them will be completely fictional.. None of this storytelling is true in any way.. It is just a way of an army to extreme the feelings of many in the fandom..

And i choose jungkook, bcz i wrote to previous fanfiction with him as a lead and it seemed acceptable for me to write more..

So welcome to the ride, and enjoy the journey.. 

AUTHOR'S NOTE

hey guys.. this is the new story.. 

i wanted to post the prolouge yesterday.. but i suddenly got go sick out of nowhere.. and couldn't do anything.. don't worry.. i am fine now... i feel alright.. 

this is a begging of a really good story.. and i have many good things to write here.. i don't know if you guys would like it or not.. 

some of you guys didn't wanted yn to be from india, and i know your reasons are valid.. but here being from any country doesn't add any value to the story line.. i just know the conditions of india well, so i added india.. 

i think you guys can imagine any country you are from in that place.. the situations are more or less same in everywhere outside korea.. 

also i would post a chapter every single day.. so you guys can read as much as possible, and so that you guys don't have to wait too much for every update.. (so just pray that i don't get sick, which naturally delays my posts).. 

and at the end, i can only promise you guys that i will work hard.. i will make this story to your liking, and i will always appreciate your constructive criticisms.. i always want you guys to tell me either in comments or in personal messages about your demands or things you want to see in the story.. i would try my best to include as much things i can.. 

i hope you guys are healthy and happy.. bcz of the love you guys gave me for my previous stories are unparralel.. you guys taught me a lot.. 

so this is my present to all armies, in BTS's 11th birthday.. 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BTS.. AFOBANGFO.. 

I LOVE YOU GUYS.. TAKE CARE..