Seeing jungkook's behaviour earlier, jimin didn't approach him after the argument.. He showered and calmly drank coffee, sitting in the lounge, while jungkook was just a little bit away from him, going through yn's laptop...
She had so many things saved in it.. 1000+ pictures of jungkook in it.. So many songs, and so many books, the articles she wrote for her blog, and even the work she was doing for the website..
He for the first time realised that she had a lot of work to do.. Which he didn't realise before.. As he went through her emails, he noticed how many emails yn sent to her team even in jeju everyday...
She sent 4 emails this morning only.. She sent her own articles, and also the correction of other people's articles.. All written in english.. She also suggested some moderation for the website..
And one more file was opened on the tab... it was a chart of some sort.. Looked like a plan of a book.. With synopsis, theme, topic, subtopic, characters, and plot.. All these bold headings.. Some of the tables were filled with some sentences, and others weren't... it looked like some sort of story outline... yn did that..??? It was edited just this morning.. That means definitely yn did this... is it her own story or from the company??? Jungkook didn't knew anything about this..
And then he looked through the pictures on her pc.. So many pictures of her childhood, her parents, so many things... all those things brought a smile on his lips.. He sighed, and closing the laptop he got up, only to find jimin sitting and scrolling through his phone..
Jungkook sighed- i am sorry hyung..
Jimin looked up still confused- what happened between you guys???
Jungkoo sighed- so many things.. I will explain it to you later.. But i shouldn't have shouted.. Now i need to go and talk to her..
Jimin sighed- you guys.. What are you doing?? I don't even understand.. Go do your best..
Leaving jimin in the hallway, jungkook walked to the bedroom, but the door was locked from inside.. Jungkook inhaled a deep breath in, and then tried to calm his mind.. He knocked on the door..
Jungkook- yn.. Open the door..
There was no sound.. All silence..
Jungkook- yn.. I am sorry babe.. Open the door.. Let me see you..
Again, there was so reply.. No sound from inside what so ever.. It was nearly an hour or so that they fought, and she is still angry??? Ya.. anger he can understand that is why he came to talk, but she should open the door atleast.. But she didn't..
Jungkook repeatedly knocked on the door, but no reply.. And then he called her phone, she didn't pick uup the phone... and it the moment when jungkook's heart started beating like crazy.. The thought of anything happening to her, or she harming herself, was scariest.. Jungkooks started knocking frantically..
Jungkook- if you don't open the door, then i am breaking it...
Still no reply.. Jungkook started pushing the door, with his body weight.. After several pushing, the door opened.. Yn was standing there looking at him weirdly with her face red like tomato... she opened the door, so he doesn't break it..
Jungkook felt a relief after seeing her healthy and okay.. For a moment he was scared out of his mind....
Yn- did you book the ticket???
Jungkook- i didn't..
Yn- then why are you here???
Jungkook sighed- talk to me..
Yn- so much talking you did with me a little bit ago.. And now you want to talk??
Jungkook sighed- babe.. Look.. i am sorry.. I am really sorry.. I should have been calm.. I shouldn't have shouted like that to you.. But you have to understand too.. I can't loose you.. I can't.. You are my only hope.. You are my only chance of being happy.. And know that.. Just know that... please..
Yn looked at him with teary and red eyes, listening to him..
Jungkook- how can you lie to me about nda??? Does this seem a small thing for you??? Does this feel like something we can overcome in the future??? And you should have talked to me about your feelings, and your family.. You should have discussed.. Why you did that???
Yn sighed- maybe bcz i don't deserve to be with you.. Bcz i know i am just temporary for you.. I know that we aren't suppose to be together for ever.. I know that our lives are so different, i can't even imagine us together..
Jungkook sat down on the bed with while facwpalming- why??? Why??? Please don't say these things.. Please.. I beg you.. I can't live without you.. Really..
Yn sighed- me too.. I can't live without you too.. But look at me.. Take a look.. I don't look like someone you can show in tv, award shows or in interviews.. I can't even speak your language well.. I can't do anything.. I am not good enough..
Jungkook didn't even speak anything.. He just sat there.. Looking lost.. Looking like he lost his life...
Yn sighed- say something..
Jungkook chuckled and looked up with tears in his eyes.. It broke yn's heart in pieces..
Jungkook- there is nothing to say... you have decided everything by yourself.. See, i told you, i don't own my life either.. People always make decisions for my life... like just the way you made..
Yn walked over to him, kneeling down infront of him, she hugged his left leg, crying.. Jungkook didn't say anything... and after some time, jungkook placed his left hand on her head..
Jungkook sniffled- just stay with me for now.. Please.. Just pretend to be normal.. Just pretend to love me, and they way we live together.. Act like we are playing "House"...
His words hurt yn's heart like nothing else... she broke down in tears...
Yn- please.. Don't say this... i can do anything for you... i love you.. Jungkookahh.. I love you more than my life.. You own me.. Just tell me what i have to do..
Jungkook wiped his tears off and smiled- you have to do two things for me.. Stay with me, be honest, and love me.. And i will handle the rest.. Can you do that???
Yn sniffled while nodding- yes... i can.. I can do that..
Author's Note
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