70. Language Of Understanding

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The last two days in the jeju were quite silent all of a sudden

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The last two days in the jeju were quite silent all of a sudden.. Jungkook was busy talking to people, calling all the time and talking about something... he didn't discuss it with yn, and yn didn't even asked.. But he looked stressed.. Jimin was trying to write down something for his album.. Yn working on her book, which jungkook knew about, but didn't talk to her about it..

And finally they returned back to seoul.. As soon as they returned, jungkook got instantly busy... he was always working, either for his album or for his practice sessions with bts.. Or he was recording guide vocals for bts's next album.. And most of all, he was dieting, so he wasn't eating at home at all.. Whtever he ate was in the company, and make my his dietitian.. So yn was all along in the house..

She went to company several times for work, but she didn't visit jungkook.. She was scared... very very scared.. She didn't wanted anything to hamper their relationship.. So she didn't even tell jungkook that she went to company.. And then she went to many places and cafes to work.. She went to meet iseul...

Holding her and crying.. No matter how much jungkook loves her, and how much she loves him back, there is somthing special with girlfriends.. She felt relaxed talking to her..

And also the time spent with jungkook was all so silent and normal for jungkook.. He was just behaving normal way he does with anyone.. And jimin and the managers were so normal with it too.. It was kinda boring..

What is love, and sex, if we can't talk about it with our friends??? And whisper about it, and giggle about it and blush about it...???

In the last few months in seoul, she spent with iseul.. She did several one night stands, and several repeated dates.. And yn was all excited to talk about what they did.. Iseul told her exactly how they removed their clothes, and how they kissed, and exactly where they touched and how it felt.... And yn did that too.. Isn't it what girls do with their friends???

But yn couldn't.. Bcz firstly she couldn't go out in the beginning of the relationship, and the she couldn't even talk to her... and now that she was bck from jeju and jungkook knew everything that is to know about her contract, she could finally talk about it to iseul..

Iseul hugged her- don't worry yn.. It will all die down.. These things happens more than you think.. And people forget it in time.. Just give it some time..

Yn sniffed- you don't know.. I made a mistake.. I made a big mistake.. I signed nda...

Iseul gasped.. She didn't spoke, with her eyes wide open..

Iseul- you did what???

Yn sighed- i signed nda... i know i shouldn't have.. Jungkook told me not to.. But then they asked me to stay stuck in his house.. I can't go outside on my own, i can't do anything on my own.. I can't even come to meet you.. How am i suppose to live that life??? You know what background i came from right??? How much my parents struggled to give me all the opportunities.. And now that i finally have my freedom, how can i let it all go, by just staying in his house.. stuck>??? Being a housewife??? Is this what my life means??? I don't have any identity or anything??? I don't have any right or any self respect??? I didn't have any other option other than signing the nda... or i would have to leave him... which you know is hard for me... but i know i did a stupid thing.. I should have fight for my rights..

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