Yn remembered that she didn’t like Hate You at first.. I mean she didn’t hate it, but neither was her fav song.. Until jungkook said that it was his favourite song from the album.. Yn felt nostalgic.. She remembered days when she cried thinking about him while listening to this song.. It was her turn to sing.. But she couldn't .. she wasn’t there.. Her body was there, but her mind was somewhere else… she broke down in tears.. A pool of tears.. The last encounter was all she could recall..
Iseul- what happened??? Why are you crying???
Yn wiped her tears, but it wasn’t helping, more tears ran down her cheeks.. Iseul tried to talk to her, but she saw her condition, so she stayed silent.. She sat there beside her.. Caressing her back.. Until yn stopped crying, and then she took her home..
The journey was silent.. Iseul didn’t say anything.. But although yn wasn’t crying like before, but tears weren’t stopping.. She just sat there in the couch, wiping her tears off silently..
Iseul brought a cup of water for her to drink and placed it in front of her..
Iseul- okay.. Look.. I have known you long enough.. You share almost everything with me.. And you are here with me for sometime now.. Now can you tell me what is bothering you??? We need to solve this problem as soon as possible..
Yn sniffed- you would hate me, and laugh at me and think i am stupid if i tell you..
Iseul nodded- probably.. Yes.. I would do these things.. But then I will be the one to help you solve this…
Yn didn’t say anything.. She just tried controlling her flowing tears..
Iseul sighed- you like jeon jungkook.. Right???
Yn stopped immediately and her eyes went wide with shock- what??
Iseul sat down beside her with a thump- it is very obvious.. And the way you are crying.. Very easy..
Yn pouted- is it that obvious???
Iseul nodded- sadly, yes.. Very very obvious..
Yn sighed and then started crying again- what will happen to me??? He is a star.. And I was trying to forget him for years.. And now he had to come out of nowhere and disturb my peaceful life..
Iseul- did you forget him completely before seeing him last night??
Yn pouted- no.. how can i??? Someway or the other he comes to my thoughts..
Iseul sighed- then don’t blame him.. He didn’t create anything.. You were already crying before this..
Yn pouted- are you in my team or in his???
Iseul chuckled- there is no team… wipe off your tears..
Yn tried her best to wipe her tears off..
Iseul- so.. What do you want to do???
Yn sighed- I want to forget him.. And move on with my life..
Iseul frowned- why???
Yn- bcz there are millions of girls who like him the way i like him.. And they are prettier and more rich and have more access to him than I do.. Also why would he like me????
Iseul sighed- that is true.. There are so many girls better than you in every aspect who like him.. But..
Yn- but???
Iseul- but.. They aren’t you.. They didn’t get to see him the way you did last night.. So I think we should try..
Yn- try what???
Iseul- try to make it work.. Try to place you in front of him..
Yn started crying again- why are you playing jokes on me??? Does this problem seem that easy??? Is it that easy to find one of the biggest superstars and place myself in front of him.. ????
Iseul chuckled- I don't know about the world's biggest superstar.. But I can tell you it is easier than you think..
Yn- what are you talking about??
Iseul- i mean i have friends, who have friends who are idols.. We can try..
Yn gasped- try to???
Iseul laughed- try to create a scene where you and Jungkook can meet..
Yn’s eyes went wide.. And she stopped.. Paused.. Not even blinking.. She was stuck.. Not able to understand what she was hearing..
Iseul smiled- say something..
Yn- please don’t say these things to me.. And then my hopes will get up and I will be disappointed..
Iseul gave a sad nod to yn- i know.. It is tough.. It is your choice..
Yn sighed- see you can’t make someone fall in love with you… that is the truth.. And no matter what you say, looks, beauty, money these things matter.. I love jungkook.. But I don't know if I would love him if he wasn’t an idol, or not rich, or not handsome.. I dont know.. I will never know.. Maybe I love him bcz of all these superficial things.. And if I and all other people can do this, why not him?? Why he doesn’t deserve to choose as per his fantasies.. Someone really beautiful and rich..
Iseul smiled- you thought about it a lot it seems.. It is true you can’t make him fall for you, but you can be friends with him… at least in the end you will not regret it.. What if it works.. What if there is even one percent chance that it works?? You are willing to give up on that hope???
Yn sighed- i don’t.. The only thing I want in my life is to be with him.. Really.. I have everything figured out.. My career.. That i would leave my job, and then start a business, i would work hard.. I know it will work out.. New problems will come and I will struggle.. But I am okay with everything.. The only thing I need in my life is him.. If he is here with me, I can win the world..
Iseul- then???
Yn- everyone says you don’t know your star’s reality.. You like him bcz of what he shows to you.. And what if he is not what i imagine him to be.. What if he is all just acting..????
Iseul- there is only one way to find out..
Yn- are you sure???
Iseul nodded- yes.. Leave it to me..
Yn- but aren’t we being like those crazy saesangs???
Iseul chuckled- everything is fair in love and war.. You know that right???
Author's note
Hey guys... So here is the next chapter...
What do you guys think should a fan try to date her idol??? Should she plan and do things to meet him in unofficial environment??? Is it good or bad???
Remember i love you guys... Take care...
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