BEYOND THE STAGE: Notes From A Fan 🔞

82. When Patience Runs Thin

As the driver left us with the fried chicken, within seconds my phone rang.. And i had to pick it up, it was jungkook..

Jungkook- why there is a woman with you in my studio???

Yn sighed- she is my friend for my department..

Jungkook sighed- babe... the why aren't you at your department??? What are you doing in my studio alone with your friend???

Yn sighed- i can't.. I can't stay there...

Jungkook sighed- why can't you??? Ad please remember don't say anything to that friend of yours..

Yn sighed- okay..

Jungkook- babe.. I am just concerned for you.. You can stay in my studio as long as you want.. But i am just concerned about you.. Okay???

Yn nodded to noone- ya.. I know...

Jungkook- call me when you reach home.. Bye..

Yn- bye..

I cut the call... and i was tired.. I was tired of hiding things from him.. Bcz i don't want to.. I hate to hide things from him... but if i tell him the truth now, then he would be so angry, and i don't know what he will do.. So i should atleast not tell him right now, when he is already concerned about my wellbeing..

Before i could talk to hana again, there was a knock in the door... as i opened it, i was driver... he brought mine and hana's work bag, which had our laptops of and work stuff.. Which we left at the conference room..

Yn smiled- thank you oppa..

I really felt thankful that i don't have to go there again.. Until it hit me.. Did he ask what happend to me??? Did he knew that people around here knew about our relationship??? Hopefully he didn't..

Jungkook pov

I was practicing, when i had the first call from my driver.. I was gonna have a heart attack.. But i quikcly picked it up,... and he said, that yn went to company for her work and now she is in my studio.. Okay okay it was fine.. But then he said there was another girl with her in the room.. Which is confusing.. But it isn't as bad.. We can talk about that, but atleast she is fine..

As she talked with me, i felt she must be alone, she must need some human connection.. I know she has iseul, but she works in some other company.. And she must be tired.. But then i am just concerned about her.. I don't want others to know much about her.. When the time comes, i would myself shout from the rooftop about us, but not now.. Things are vulnerable for us.. And we need to make things work for us..

But as i cut the call, there was another call from my driver.. And then i picked it up.. As he said that he brought both of them their work bags and their laptops from the conference room, as i asked him to do... and he heard about the name of the girl as Hana.. and next the thing he told me made my blood boil, and my head spin... like yn left the conference room bcz they made some sort of joke in themselves about the nda, which she heard unknowingly.. And then she left crying, and hana followed her...

All i could say is okay.. And nothing more...

Yoongi pov

Jungkook was dancing with us, going through the routine one by one, but suddenly the staff said he has a call, and he ran to take it, and then he didn't came back.. He was still down the stage, facing the wall, while he talked to the phone.. He cut the first call and called again.. And then after this call there was again another call.. As the call cut.. Jungkook stood there.. Facing the wall.. Panting.. And he punched the wall really hard.. It was really scared.. This is a concrete wall, and he must be hurt, but hurt wasn't showing in his eyes, and he just punched it again.. Before placing on of his hand on his head and another one on his hips, and he stood there thinking...

I walked to him.. What the fuck is bothering him so much.. I always complain that he isn't bothered, and that he doesn't think deeply, and now why is he so agitated..

Yoongi- what happened???

Jungkook growled just.. No reply..

Yoongi- show me your hand.. Is it bruised..???

But he didn't... and it isn't my nature to force him or anyone to do anything... jimin came running towards us.. He must have seen the scene happening which i saw.. And he must have heard jungkook growl without any reason.. Bcz our rehearsal is stopped and everyone must be looking at jungkook and waiting for his return.. And he was still facing his back to me..

Jimin panting- what happened jungkooka??? Everything alright there???

Jungkook sighed- nothing looks alright....

Jimin wanted to ask something, and he even opened his mouth but stopped seeing me there... and then nothing...

Yoongi sighed- are you gonna share with me??? Or should i leave???

Jimin sighed- hyung.. Nothing like that...

Yoongi- is the rehearsal gonna resume??? If yes then check his hands with which he punched the wall several times...

I was gonna go.. And as i turned back, and started walking, my ears were on jungkook and jimin..

Jimin whispered- she alright???

Jungkook sighed- physically yes.. But everyone in the company knows..

Jimin- how???

Jungkook growled- i fucking don't know...

All silence.. And i turned back..

Yoongi- what the fuck?? Are you guys gonna share with us too ??? or is it just me who doesn't know about all the mess????

Jimin sighed- i don't know..

And finally after waiting a heartbeat, jungkook turned... his face looked pained and defeated.. And he looked angry and sad at the same time... so i knew....

Yoongi shouted- we are done with rehearsals...

Namjoon frowned- what???

Yoongi- we went to everything once before.. And we are more than ready... everyone gather in the waiting room.. We need to talk.. Urgent.. Only members..

I took a look at jungkook's knuckled, and they were bruised...

Yoongi sighed- we need a medic..

I walked and jungkook and jimin followed me.. Also the confused other members... 

Author's Note

hey guys.. how are you all doing???

how do you guys think that the company people knew??? and do you guys think that others knew it too???

write it down in the comment section.. 

i hope you guys are healthy and happy...

take care.. i love you.. 😘😘😘❤❤❤